Made with LOVE

You are the apple of my eyes

2011-11-22T17:39:00.001+08:00

Shall start off with something really really really really really very very very very nice... MY EDITED FACE that is almost flawless if not for... maybe a smaller nose and smaller face? LOL.

No, YOU GUYS HAVE TO STOP telling me my teeth very straight. I do my eyes until so big no one praise lor knn HAHAHA. A lot of work can, from no eyes to got eyes. -.- to O.O leh lolol!

While I'm away from this site..... NOTHING MUCH HAPPENED. Lol I'm still the same, going out after working then staying out till late once in a while. Maybe, just lately some things changed. Things I've least expected, everything that seemed wrong from start is turning out to be like perfectly normal now. Hiccups here and there with other issues that I wouldn't want to speak of. I'm always so temperamental so apparently I can't escape from feeling like that. Overthinking.. overthinking...... overthinking. LOL.

Very typical jumbled up thoughts.

A lot of couples broke up nowadays. Maybe not nowadays but around me as I see, this is scary lol. Lucky that I'm single for this case HAHAHAHAHAHAA I'm about to put in the foreveralone picture from 9gag already please.

Oh ANDDD. I know this one like so off from the previous paragraph but I MUST MENTION. My sis ROM already! Held the ROM celebration in IDA Bungalow chalet yo~ :D So happy cos next year I will get to wear pretty dress during her wedding dinner then!! LOL Yay I sure want it super pong like her ROM dress LOL.

Heh. :D

And yes the first picture is from the ROM, thanks ah ping's cousin, the photographer that day! Hahaha.

I forgot to dye my dad's hair, so many white hair. LOLOLOL. :x

Thats all for now.....

Happy belated Birthday Shell~

And my...

Chui face, sibei shag everyday wake up 10+am. Like a FIT. Haha.

Bye I lazy to wait for more photos to be uploaded already, uploading speed is worst than turtle, I'm tethering from iPhone that's why. LOL. -_-

You shoot me down but I won't fall

2011-10-24T03:45:00.003+08:00

Like a tired only! （ｉ _ ｉ）I reached home at 6am last night then woke up at 10 to work, hardcore ok! Hahaha the most painful part before turning in is always the washing up. Like stayed out till that late and I still have to do all this before I sleep! Powerhouse really boring me already, it's no longer as fun as when I go with Jess Shell Wunying and Huishi last time. left around 2 or 3 when the trance starts, headed to Teban lepak! Then MT got back from JB after getting his petrol, came Teban to fetch me home.

Dinner with MT Alvin Weiern Norman Liyana and Serene, didn't eat cos I still feel bloated from the curry my sister brought for me, and MT helped me get my fav icy chocolate soya from Mr Bean!! Then we all go our separate ways and meet again after clubbing, except Norman cos he went home. MT showed them the Macdonalds advertisement... worst than Nyan cat sia. LOL

I'll really be in agony if I'm forced to sit and watch it all the way. 囧rz

Ohhh YES, MT brought my laptop back to life. It's damn dirty plus messy I know.. I used to think it's cute... LOL (´･_･`)

It's 3am I'm still up cos I slept from 7 to 11! In between my dad sprinkled water on my face to wake me up cos he made an extra share of fruit juice for me. Hahaha I love fruits so of course I sacrificed like 2 mins to gulp the whole cup down and went back to sleep. That kinda concluded my dinner too I guess. LOL

Serene's bowler. Hahaha I kinda suck with that on.

Hmmm I'm amazed at how I can look the same in every shot. Hahaha! And omg my double chin quite obvious in the photos above ((((；ﾟДﾟ))))))) cut down on supper cut cut cut!!

Anyway was on phone with Gibson the other day with my sis beside me.

Gibson: I'm not the worse lor. Got people more garang underwear 7days never change one leh.
Me: Then sure got worms lor omg D:
Sis: nevermind one what, BIRD BIRD WILL EAT THE WORMS!

Hahahahha she damn lame omg! Hope Gibson will pull through his course.. don't kanna ooc can already~ （＾∇＾）hope he don't get confined this coming weekend too, cos Bernard suggested us all go club! Is this week or next? Hmm now I can't remember how long Gib have to stay in there.. LOL

My sashimi craving satisfied on friday night! Ate a large plate of it at Chinatown, now I'm craving for bean flower. 豆花. LOLOLOL k goodnight everybahdi.

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I just wanna make you sweat

2011-10-21T23:06:00.001+08:00

I think I gained weight. I weighed myself last week, I'm four thousand five hundred grams!! I'm only 1.6m leh. Look at Miyake she's 1.63 and 40kg omg. Sure fatter now especially when I keep hanging out with Mingtjun HAHAHA!! Must push blames.

Did these for assignments! Damn Sian cos I chiong finished all my classes then the assignments just pile as I have no time to do them all =.= lol fml right!

I'm so tired right now cos I kinda drained myself to the limits ytd. Worked as hair consultant from morning to afternoon! Fun! ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ Then went back to shop thinking to eat lunch and pass my sis some stuff. Ended up doing nails for customers cos they walk in the same time as I did and my sister is already doing for a customer. Just as I finished doing for them, I've to leave and make my way to school to help Nicole and Magaret as nail model. Had four gyozas for the whole day, pathetic hor. Cannot tank sia, so I asked mt to accompany me to eat. Ate at the Teochew Cuisine place that opens for 24hours around Havelock! Mad awesome!!

Initially we ordered the green veggie, stewed cabbages, dark sauce beancurd skin, steam eggs, stir fried sambal shrimps... a while later after we are halfway through our meal we realised other than the shrimps... ALL ARE VEGGIES LOL. we are literally feasting like some VEGETARIAN can hahahaha cannot take it so end up ordering another dish which is the minced meat. HAHAHA. I gorge myself with all of those above like some African kid pls, I'm so so hungry and Teochew food is my all time favourite!!!

Going club this Saturday I think.... Zouk? I'm so broke cannn hahaha got a feeling I sure lose the bet with weiern. -.- I keep spending and spending... all these small little amount just kinda pile up to A WHOLE LOT lolol!!

HAHA took outside the carpark beside Island Creamery!

Roti John from bt timah ahhh I'm hungry now looking at it lolol.

Think I'm damn random to even blog at this time hahahaha ok bye! (⌒▽⌒)

It's supposed to be posted at 4pm.... Blogpress is being an ass ):<

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I'm sexy and I know it

2011-10-20T03:30:00.001+08:00

Whats up everybody! I can SEE that school had officially kicked start for poly students looking at the tweets... Oh how I miss schooling and food courts! Hahaha everyone have been whining and complaining about waking up early, then its transportation, next about being late for lectures LOL that's so me in the past yo! I'm a working adult nowww *ahem*

Lately have been hanging out with serene cos her parent is out of town so she has no curfew and me whose only free at night can finally have the chance to hang out with her! Along with Mingtjun too cos it's been really long since we last met yo! Gibson just book in again, congrats him on getting into OCS too! Woots I have officer friend sia (￣^￣)ゞ my sister totally love gibson and mt to infinity hahaha, like she'll ask where are they if they didnt come to shop to look for me. These few days like so much things happened righto! Hehe so happy Mingtjun have been looking for me everyday at shop and today Liyana came with serene too, then ate dinner together! Shiok only. Waaa thinking about the tomyum soup that we had at bt timah now... Salivatesxz! We literally drained the bowl, not a single drip left can!

Out yesterday too, serene drove to my house. While chatting with serene in car with the windows wound down, on her side there were a few strands of hair halfway down showing at the window and we totally freaked out. Cos it's 2am and it's dark.. Lol! She asked me to pull the hair off, and I said WHAT IF A HEAD ROLL DOWN ((((；ﾟДﾟ))))))) I damn coward IKR -.- but there's only two of us in the car! LOL after we like wind it up and down it came off la so.. As usual I think too much! HAHAHA.

As you can see..... My thoughts are all jumbled up （；゜０゜）and don't ask me whats with all the emoticons, they're just TOO CUTE to resist, I ditched emoji for them!!! ヽ(；▽；)ノ lolol so... Ok I should just shut up cos I'm too excited about everything and if I were to blabber on it will just get messier LOL.

Clubbed on Saturday! Power to the house yo, for the longestttttt finally I go again, I think a year long lor! Got disturbed by the bouncer BIG TIME he even recognised me, everytime he pass by he asked me shuffle else I can't enter (´･_･`) and I can't shuffle ffs. Those group of people at the second level were damn funny, kept me entertained with their actions sia. Gattison helped us get Shafie in, thank goodness for that seriously! Hmm and everything feels different and songs are not that nice anymore actually. However.... We stayed till the end la LOL! Ber came with Gib and MT to drive me home after party, danced till I starve hahaha so had "breakfast" before heading home! Hehe.

Other than this... I work every fucking day, AND I ENJOY IT actually \(//∇//)\ saddistic much! Hehe.

Ok time for photos. Photobuckrt for iPhone is being a total bitch! Zzz!

Mop! Hehehe.

Snipped my fringe off!

Gib Ber and MT went USS but I didn't join cos I was working but I'm happy too! Cos I told them to get me gingy and they did :D

MT took photo of me taking photo with gingy LOL.

And they did this to him...

D:

My phone casing blocked flash so... But anyway... Lol yah outside PH!!

SERENE! no photo of shell and I cos I look fat beside her fml. (♯｀∧´)

And this is so me..

330 time for bed!! Working at Buona Vista tomorrow for some event. Nightnight people!!

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And I'm tired of being last to know

2011-10-12T14:23:00.001+08:00

Hehehe love this max! Everyone must try, 9gag is nice like that yo! (:

My throat is hurting like crap now. Went out with Gibson Mingtjun and Bernard on Monday, Sufi was there with us during dinner. Laughed so much I almost died hahaha plus, we kinda travelled the whole of sg, again.

Only had a meal for the whole of Monday which is popeyes, at around 9pm. I'm amazed I can go empty stomach for so long!

Yesterday was movie with Kexin Mingtjun Gibson and Bernard! The Change-Up, quite nice. M18 for a real good reason, well spent movie money for the guys NO DOUBT. It's like porn just that no intense sex scenes? LOL Idk la but I keep seeing huge tits -.- I was so demoralised all the time in the movie please HAHAHAHAHHA fml to infinity and beyond lolol.

(:

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不是我不明白這樣並不算太壞

2011-10-09T12:46:00.001+08:00

I got big big eyes! Hahahaha cute righttt. I forgot who I saw it from then Daiso was selling these eyes and I bought them, passed around thus now serene and liyana have them on too LOL.

Its my fault from the start. Cos I was the one who started it. All the unnecessary dramas and getting us both into such a complicated situation. You could have been better off without me. To me, I want either all or nothing and all I hear was nothing.

#foreveralone
be well and safe without me k?
9gag is damn addictive. Byeeeee lol.

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This time I'm not leaving without you

2011-10-06T04:28:00.001+08:00

I changed my theme from

HELLO KITTY

to

THIS

me and my purple galaxy image nonsense that has been going on since March, I value consistency you see.. hahaha! Randomly just decided to dump all kitty stuff last night and changed it all to purple.

And if you haven't realize, I just did anyways. I kinda LOVE to use my phone until the battery totally die flat ah HAHAHAHAHA! The hello kitty screenshot my phone left with 2%, the other is 15%. lazy till there's no tomorrow. Hopeless. LOL.

I'm too active on twitter at times I feel, over active especially when everyone's asleep. The only benefit is that I wouldn't be disturbing anyone with my spam or chat hehe. And I was looking through my retweets over the months, found out that March seems like a sad month for me. A lot of emotional relationship related tweets. What's going on back then? Thank god for (Blame it on) my bad memory that I can't really remember nor tell anything from them now anymore. It's like, I can easily overlook sad happenings with my ridiculously short termed memory. My life is wonderful LOL!!

Emo max wtf. But true la, I wouldn't want me either. ): lol

Past weeks I've been rather severely affected by NS... indirectly. I'm always out on Friday and Saturday nights and because of my working/schooling hours, to top it off, I'm usually only free after 9 as well on weekdays. Usual hangout includes Wangting, Weiern and Alvin. It's like our circle of friends only consist of me as a girl without much curfews. ):

Watched Johnny English, Crazy Stupid Love and Friends with Benefits. All are late night slots by the way cos of my schedule and Johnny English was not up to expectation! It always work this way lor, everyone RAVED about how awesome it is and when I watch it it's like okkkkk only leh, Wangting and Alvin feels the same ok! Whereas the other two was way better. Caught Crazy Stupid Love with nutnut at Vivo, Ryan Gosling got like super hot body. Hehehe drooling all over while watching. Friends with Benefit with Alvin, Justin Timberlake another hot bod zomg HAHAHAHA!! This show is almost like No Strings Attached but a lot more sex scenes?! Hahaha. Then it's my first time getting a ride home. I can't remember if someone ever pillion me when I was younger, but Alvin did when I am *cough* old. Lol!

There's a day I went out at night with Wenqing and Caelyn too. I really cannot take beer LOL ok la I can't handle alcohol at all, not just beer. Hung out at Beds... where erjie used to work at -.- lol coincidently yes. Caelyn friend drove me home thereafter, thanks to both of them really. I'm always the xmm being brought around to everywhere everytime, and pretty well taken care of. Like last time when Daph brought me to... I forgot where, somewhere around Tanjong Pagar. Blackberry bar? :O I am damn sua gu LOL drop the topic drop, move on lai.. hahaha I'm damn uncool one please. At the age of 20 I hardly party nor do anything fun. I'm quite unusual... Lol.

This weekend is packed too. Friday after work hopefully get to meet a friend, the last time I saw him was... Idk, like I totally forgotten already LOL. Then Saturday night with poly year 1 classmates!! I always feel happy and look forward to meeting them very much honestly!! Hehe and other than that everyday is just work + study! Happy also cos Liyana and Renie always come my shop to keep me company!! Even today, I practiced on her until 11!

Ok I need sleep yo. Tomorrow mock exam. Wish me luckkk. Goodnight! :D

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谁没有为爱做过傻事

2011-09-20T23:19:00.001+08:00

So... lately I've been running thru and fro from shop, school and home. My sister really need me to help her out especially now because she just went for operation. :/

Celebrated Wangting's birthday the other night! Pretty awesome time spent at Holland and then we went Serene's condo to drink. Great time chilling out hehehe! It was a Saturday so we have Alvin and zhenli with us! :D

Group photo of all of us in my camera which I can't upload I've got no adapter for my lappy and iPhone has it's limitation too ): lol.

The following day I hopped over to Serene's condo to swim and steam(Serene's definition LOL). it's actually sauna la haha.

Taken in sauna now you see why HAHAHA. cos she's like "eh bring phone leh later we take photo" but we didn't at all. LOL.

And just now had steamboat with my family. My mom was damn mad cos my sister didn't eat the capsules of Chinese medication to speed up recovery for her leg. The conversation was like.

Mom: *screaming* WHY DIDN'T YOU EAT IT.
Erjie: *whisper* die..
dajie: *whisper* just say you cannot mix with your western medication, they'll clash.
Erjie: *whisper* uhhh how?
Bro in law: *screams back* SHE CANT MIX WITH WESTERN MEDICATION!
All of us: -sighs relief-
Mom: *screaming* IT'S VERY EXPENSIVE YOU KNOW...
bro in law: AIYA ACTUALLY IS DAJIE SUGGESTED TO SAY CANNOT MIX LA, SHE FORGOT TO EAT. LOL. -EXPOSE HER-
mom: *Screaming even louder about how costly it is...*
erjie BF: OK LA AUNTIE LATER MAKE SURE SHE EAT 3 PILLS AT ONE GO TO PAY BACK FOR PAST 2 DAYS!! LOL.

My mom having severe mood swing and I'm very amazed how they could still joke like how they used to. Hahahhaha! Oh and my Sis BF is back from Japan! Car rides just make everything so much easier! LOL

Yeah and I've been cabbing around too much. Gotta cut down already! I'm a poor cabber ):

Done ranting. :D

Tired and goodnight. I'll sleep after tv hehe.

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會呼吸的痛

2011-09-15T23:22:00.001+08:00

Champagne shower champagne shower!! Hahaha the song is stuck in my head. Actually not the song, it's just these four words LOLOL!!!

Thick eyeliner which I kinda dislike nowadays.

Really not nice I know D:

My double chin like snatching my limelight in a lot of the shots shown above LOL. And the thingy in my mouth not blue straw, it's bluebelly honeystix!! (:

Candy empire ^^

And my loots from eBay arrived yoohoo! Happy girl. But I'm still a bit upset over some stuff and of cos not being able to watch my tv knn so dulan sia just now. Cannot maintain LOL. No appetite the whole day too. Zzz

K nothing to ramble on byez!

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We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable. Instead I'm just invisible

2011-09-01T01:23:00.001+08:00

I'm done with the imprisonment already! Now my teeth are no longer behind those wires hehehe!

Totally caught between feeling happy and sad cos its awesome I'm like carrying a new look now but I do missed being jailed up and this retainer is pretty uncomfortable I have no idea how am I gonna get used to it! People with invisalign is wearing something like a retainer instead of those braces right? It's quite uncomfortable I wonder how they bear with such discomfort! D: I would rather be braced instead! :/

Ok camwhore camwhore!!

Goodnight. Work tomorrow @ suntec! Look for me (:

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永遠只有流過眼淚的人才能擁有

2011-08-29T04:43:00.001+08:00

It's 4am harrow! Insomnia strikes again and my arms are aching kinda bad from having my phone in hand for the past hours looking up at things and now I am blogging LOL.

That photo taken long time ago, i don't look so haggard yet. Nowadays I can't be arse with dolling up. I'm always with top, shorts and a pair of not so sloppy looking jelly flipflop! Once in a while a thinly lined small eyes(if I'm not lazy, usually for classes). Oh boy am I not image conscious nee more? Doubt anyone wants me now that I'm worst lol #foreveralone

random photos up with me lazy to elaborate yaw.

A map I edited. LOL :D

My index finger's French gel is the highlight k. And my pinky's purple gradient glitter too! Super love! Been practicing for DAYS and I'm still playing around with gel! So fun!!

This is a rather satisfying result, to me la. I am easily contented!! I don't improve with critics, I work better with compliments just so you know.. and I hate her cos she super hiam and stingy with compliment + rude. But I'm nice so I don retaliate(but it doesn't mean I don't care) lol sad die me I don't express myself much lately. At least this way I have no lost/gain, it's ok. (: I don't want enemies, it's ok to be at the losing end rather than a never ending quarrel with grudge bearing aftermath -.- hahahha.

K bye sleep nights lol!!

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They say that true love hurts. Well, this could almost kill me.

2011-08-24T03:12:00.003+08:00

I can't sleep and I've class tomorrow from 12 to 9. Hardcore I know right, but it will all pay off! I will get my certain even faster than anyone could! -clenches fist-

I kinda got freaked out on Sunday when I was asked to be the model for previous batch's manicurist taking their exams. 90% of them couldn't finish on time! This is worrying! I think I have to practice a lot more than I thought now looking at the situation and how exam is like. ):

I'm so sticking to headbands and all now cos I can no longer have hair all over my face. I'm keeping my long hair, don't bear to trim them away! ): sigh! It's all cos of one reason! I'm going to be a manicurist. LOL hahahha :D

Ok I'm so random. Goodnight.

Oh last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENEYY! sorry I can't turn up for tomorrow, hope you have a blast ok! Xx.

P.S. It was meant to be posted exactly 24hours ago but blogpress kinda died on me o: sooo ya! (:

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給我一個理由忘記那麼愛我的你

2011-08-15T23:50:00.001+08:00

I'm backkkkkkkk rare max i know right!! :D

Random stuff.

My mom put this outside her room!

Let me zoom it for you

LOL.

Cos people keep invading into her room's toilet to smoke and take dump. HAHAHHAHA. but everywhere else is legal still! LOL

Nothing much these days except that I've been a real good girl by staying at home so much.

Partly cos I'm not working and I'm very broke. But whatever la, next month is too packed with classes so I can't work either! This is only gonna last max 3 months! Bear with it huixuan bear with it!!

I'm coping well with my schoolwork too, just lacked brilliant classmates. I miss liyana, wunying and the rest! Passion is gonna drive me farrrrrrrr far far far far enough la! Fingers crossed!

Kay I'm tired. Woke up around 6am today cos I slept too early last night, around 11! -.- weird bio clock I know right. Ok goodnight Everyone.

Continue missing me. I hardly blog anymore and won't try to. I don't wanna make promises anymore, feel even more guilty when I don't update after telling myself I will hahahahhaha! bye!

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Like we never had a chance

2011-07-29T02:31:00.001+08:00

Happy happy august everyone! I started schooling already, enrolled into Pink Room Academy for their diploma in Professional Nails Technology! And yes I've quitted dkny! That place really leave me with a lot of fond memories, a good experience as a retail associate! :(

Anyway. It's only after I've enrolled then I know so much about the school. Shall not make much comments la since I guess I'm considered lucky cos I will be taking a full time express course.

Lazy to type so its time to spam photos!

These are taken on my bday! (:

And I've only this two person's cos they sat beside me! :D

Group photo yo. Clearer one is in wangting's slr! Really a videographer/photographer uh, he carry his slr almost everywhere o:

Thanks Shulin for the caramel! Mad love it!! (:

I had an awesome celebration with pretty awesome people! Awesome gifts too. Thanks to everyone who played a part! (:

They almost got a me juicy couture bag but....... Prada is fine with me too la.

Hahahhahahahahhahaa!!! Retard!

My ikea meal with brothers from another mother! Hahahaha! They came to the shop to fetch me and my sister insist on meeting them before letting me go. So funny.

Then mingtjun said my sister and I looked pretty much alike...

Mingtjun: you and your sister quite alike hor.
Me: yah.
Mingtjun: eldest sis not as similar right?
Me: yah maybe pick up from streets one LOL.
Mingtjun: maybe its your mom who got picked up by your dad instead.

LOLOLOL!!!!

then we saw a lady she wanted sauces from the dispenser! The dispenser is similar to those ikea hot dogs one. Instead of squeezing the dispenser, SHE PULLED IT AS THOUGH MILKING A COW LOL. disaster thereafter. Hahahhaa the cleaners cleared up her mess like crazy, poor thing.

Took passport photos 2 days ago. Turned out horrible as usual cos front view looks pathetically fat.

Chui. Chui. Chui.

Must salvage my image a bit LOL. Nicely angled camwhoring pics taken by my iPhone! Teeheehee.

Chubby I shall say, it's not fat, just TOO CHUBBY. lolol

Ok that's all. I keep drafting cos lazy type altogether then keep delaying this post :/ and finally....... Hehe ok bye!

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So why can't you just stay long enough to explain?

2011-07-28T03:10:00.000+08:00

ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY(once again). :)

Nothing much, just a post, a random rant. I came home today to a whole lot of naggings. Regarding why didn't I remind them that its my birthday today cos they forgotten to buy 4d. My birthday 0728 came out exactly as it is on the third prize. -_-

Oh oh oh oh well. Wish me happy birthday kay. Bye. :)

The scars of your love they leave me breathless

2011-07-24T01:23:00.001+08:00

I'm like advertising BUT NO. I posted cos the photo looks nice and it looks yummy. I repeat, looks. Hahahha.

Its too chocolatey for my liking :/ hahaha.

I had MC for the pat 2 days. Everytime I mc is not those chao geng(forced out/act) one, it's for real. Don't know to praise myself for being so damn honest or blame myself on my bad luck along with bad health. -.- lol.

Previously my right eye swollen. Then now my lower lip. Cos a blister is formed everytime when my body is too heaty. And then I went to burst it. Ikr why I so itchy hand..... Lolol can't help it. ):

Oh yah I was thinking. Of everywhere to swell, why not my boobs then I can at least enjoy having an average sized boob for a day. Sad life of a flat-chested girl T.T

Is the image still very blur? :/ idky last post all the photos have such low quality and the only one that damn clear just have to be the one showing my wounds. LOL. oh not forgetting Petrine and Jess who helped me to retweet the advert! Thank you both. ^^

My niece so cute hor? Hahaha ok mad tired I'm turning in already. Nights. xoxo :D

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I'm drowning in this starry serenade where ecstasy becomes cavalier

2011-07-21T03:48:00.001+08:00

Hello people!!! :D feeling rather excited cos I'm actually blogging from my phone. I'm like super noob at using iPhone thus the sudden enthusiasm from me hahahhaha!

Firstly, to whoever that's reading if there is any, can you PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, scroll up to the top, right below my 'Made with Love' header is a Facebook page thingy can you see? PLEASE LIKE IT! very much appreciated! (:

So actually the 19th July is the official opening of Le Naile Shoppe. Both my sisters is the co owners managing different areas so this is why I'm actually doing my best to advertise and help them in which ever ways I can cos apparently I don't seem to be of help in any other ways already. ):

OH NOW THEY'RE HAVING PROMOTIONS FOR HIR OPENING!!

20% off for all nail services! I think the one that's most worth doing is definitely Gelish! After discount is only $32, outside usually charge $50 or more I think! :/

MUST SUPPORT OK!

Don't support at least go like the page and help me share on your page luh! Your help will be greatly appreciated alrightie! :D

Oh yaaa! My twitter is now public already! Hehe and for those who had already CHECKED ME OUT LOL, you should know I did shattered OPI polish on my toes! I think its damn cool can! Ok la I damn outdated and uncool but my sisters actually has like 5 colors to choose from for the shattered so far!!

I'm not gonna show ugly toes here but...

Colors on bottles not true to image cos I edited using app to make it looks cool. LOL epic fail fml.

I'm so amazed there's so many colors for shatter polish actually :x

I think you still can sense the excitement in me as I type right? Lol I'm so amused by this blogpress app, can add images so easily! Like a cool only. Hahahahhahaa!

Not forgetting one last thing before I knock out.

I fell on my knees again. Damn gross I know. ): WHY AM I SO CLUMSY T.T

My sister call me accident prone and said I should wear knee guards whenever I'm out. -.- hur D:

Ok byebye I'm tired although I rested the whole of today. Cos ytd night was hard for me to go to sleep with those wounds so fresh and stinging.

3:45am! Nights! (:

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You're everything I'm not in my life

2011-07-11T04:17:00.000+08:00

I've been pinning up my hair most of the time recently because my fringe is soooooooooooooooo long. Yeah you get me. LOL. I just hold it all up in this photo though. Hahaha, this was taken a month back yo.

I think I have a lot of pet peeves and I have pretty severe OCD(Obssessive Compulsive Disorder). Comparing me to my friends and the way I do things I kinda feel that way. LOL. I know of friends that have OCD too!! Gibson and Bernard, cleanliness freaks. Idk how come I'm friends with them when I ESPECIALLY HATE BATHING. I do bathe la of course, like MAXIMUM once a day, no, there's no minimum to it hahahahahahhahaa!

I wanna try recall what pet peeves I have. AND NO YOU PLEASE DON'T USE IT AGAINST ME, I will get mad. If not they won't even be listed here. :O

1) Burping. I'd rather you fart lolololol.
2) People messing up my orders right when I've already made it damn clear.
3) Hair in food.
4) People continuously imitating me/my voice. Once or twice is ENOUGH.
5) Ringings from bicycle bells.
6) Jeans and slippers, birkenstocks included.
7) Jeans and sport shoes.
8) People who habitually needs favour.
9) People who knock my head to get my attention.
10) Wobbly tables, ESPECIALLY DURING EXAMS.
11) Non functional buttons on clothings, I own a top with it though..
12) People using my personal mug. I'm willing to dehydrate for that.
13) People spitting on pavements, drans or grasses are ok with me.
14) Mechanical pencils with finishing lead that keeps going back in after I pressed.
15) Failure to sharpen pencils/eyeliners resulting with a lot of wasted content. -.-
16) Witnessing the fats in seaweed chicken within the seaweed parts.
17) People smack/throw things in my face when I had glasses on.
18) Splashing water onto someone's face when he/she have glasses, me included.
19) People biting nails. I do it sometimes too, but rare lol.
20) Kids that are disobedient/annoying/rude in public or to me personally lol.
21) People who keep trying to talk to me with my headset on expecting me to hear them. -_-
22) Seeing crumbs leftovers in people's milo/coffee dip. I don't do it.
23) People who are selfish AND calculative. (They don't usually come tgt right?)
24) People who mess my hair when its supposed to be in place with a clip/hairtie on.
25) People who shakes the Painty marker BACK AND FORTH which spoil the marker eventually.
26) People who don't take care of stationaeries like nice pens and markers. I value them cos I hardly own any in the past.
27) Strangers talking to me online as though they really know me.
28) Girls in sleeveless with a hunched back.
29) Off shoulders top airing too much armpits.
30) Visible nostril hair.
31) Dramas that end without bringing the lovers together.
32) Coffee stains, dried up left over cereals in mugs that are difficult to wash off.
33) Orange juice with pulps.
34) Bones at the last layer in those multi layered pork, idk the english name la lol.
35) I know my language suck but I really hate to see people using a past tense behind a 'did'. LOL.

I'm lazy to list more, its so tiring to think about all those above unbearable moments! Come hang out with me to know what other OCD traits I have uh hahahahahaha!

Today went to watch Monte Carlo with Serene, Liyana and Alvin! We watched Transformers 3 together the other time also HAHAHA he's part of the sisters already ah! Oh Monte Carlo wasn't that bad but Liyana said its about the same as Lizzy McGuire(sp?) which I did not watch before so I'm not spoilt by the excitement of a new storyline la. Hahaha. Think a lot people think the movie is boring, its alright for me yeah. :D

Anyway, here are some photos from June, a month which severely lacked updates lol.

The other time when I went out with them both! And I still had my pinkberry back then... and its my first time trying Best Fries Forever! They are pretty good in my opinion. but.. I think similar flavours comparing to Everything with Fries, like for example Curry from EwF and BFF, EwF confirm is way better than BFF's! Sad I stopped eating beef already, or else I'd surely buy chilli cheese. Hahaha!

This is my first time trying Cold Stone, company that day was Cheryl, Alvin, Serene and Wangting. Weiern ps-ed us claiming he's broke. Cold Stone is good but most ice cream to me is good cos I love sugary sweet stuff! I think Ben&Jerry is still my utmost favourite for ice cream selection other than froyos! :D Oh and we had California Pizza for dinner before this. Their Gong Bao Pasta is MAD AWESOME. Shared California club pizza(I think this is the name) with Serene and after trying Cheryl's Gong Bao pasta, me and Serene decided to buy one to share eh! MUST TRY!!!!!! :D Its at Forum's basement, the mall opposite Delfi Orchard... and I'm working there too. -.- LOL.

Ok somehow June seem like a good food month to me now HAHAHAHAH how come I didn't realise I tried so many new things ah? :O

Last but not least I wanna share 2 photos! :D

Dajie.

Erjie.

Wangting came over my house the other day and told us my erjie and I look alike. My sis was devastated. LOL. FML TO INFINITY AND BEYOND. LOL.

I just wanna feel something I don't understand

2011-07-08T17:42:00.001+08:00

Taken that time when we all head for Boon Lay POWER Nasi Lemak. LOL. Idk where's the photo with the plate of Nasi Lemak containing like 6 chicken wings... LOL. :D

It was Bernard's Birthday on the 2nd of July and we had yet another meal/snack/celebration on the car boot. HAHA.

Oh, not forgetting the stupid swensen that don't provide knives nor forksxz. -_-

The one and only pathetic fork that we all relied on wasn't evevn from there, it was MINE, from Wendy's. Wendy's have this Bake Potatoes you know, there a lot other flavours but I ESPECIALLY LOVE THEIR CHEESE & CHEESE. Ok wait, let me grab an image from the web..

k, forget it. All the images look so gross they can't seem to express out how I feel towards this particular side dish. LOLOL. GO TRY IT YOURSELF. :D Cost like $3.50 and its filling for me, like Macdonald's meal kinda filling eh. :O

Continue from where... ok Bernard's birthday!

Jang jang! :D

And you know what Gibson doing behind him?

Smoke machine. LOL. K my camera night mode sucks. Hahahahahaha its damn funny though, he damn hardcore keep blowing to collect the dry ice's smoke as it sublimates. Damn fail cos of my camera then he was so breathless when he complain about the image quality. HAHAHA.

Every year we must make a difference and this year shall be using a fork for cutting cake. LOL.

The three BFFs. BEST FRIENDS FOREVER LOLOLOL. Not I name them, is they OWNSELF claim as BFF one. LOL.

I know right, I look damn chui with my unkempt hair and DARK EYE RINGS. You know what is panda eyes? LOOK BENEATH MY GLASSES. zzz :(

Look at Kexin instead of me ok, KEXIN. Yes look at her, I post this 2 photos cos I think she looks very nice in them. Her smile so bright, 灿烂!! :D

Us all.. :D

Anyone knows how to set up email account on iPhone? Idk how to set up my nuthing-@hotmail.com on it eh, like what to fill in for Host Name and SMTP uh? D:

P.S. Be nice to me if you require help from me. I hate not being appreciated and I don't like to be mean.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

2011-07-06T03:56:00.004+08:00

This photo was taken before my swollen eye. On the last day of June. :O

The wonders of enlarging contact lenses and eyeliner. And the shadowed sides for my small face HAHAHA. I never edit lo, its the lightings. ;)

WHAT'S UP EVERYONE. I AM BACK. :)

I've been missing in action for about a month and I doubt people still read this space. I still do love blogging a lot but I'm just lazy to upload images from my camera and IPHONE. Yeah within this period when I went missing from blogger, I got myself an iPhone and I have not abandon my berry yet. I can't bear to...

(the one on the right)
I'll mizz you plenty. :(

My sister traded in her pinkberry too, for a torch.

Currently I'm using iPhone4 white. I don't use twitter nor facebook that much anymore as compared to when I had my pinkberry back then . I'm hooked onto Words with friends and Hanging with friends instead and I do understand that I sound so geekish HAHAHAHAHA! Oh yes, FISHING JOY. Stupid fishing game.. I have 8k+ coins now MUAHAHAHAHA. LOL. However, I think I like the iPad's Fishing Joy Vs Mode best.

I remember there's a day whereby I came back home from work. And I was on the couch with my sisters, all on iPhone after dinner, we played for about 2 hours before we carry on with usual routine like watching TV/bathe etc. Then soon, me and my second sister got hold of the iPad and we played the VS Mode for about 2 hours as well. Thanks to such advanced technologies man...... sigh.. LOL.

My right eye is so swollen now. I went to see the doctors again (the same kinda swell happened before -.-) and as usual I'm prescribed with antibiotics LOL, the routine just goes on and on. I've got to really take charge of my diet from now on man, its really a waste of money if this carrys on. ):

Anyway, I'm on 2 days MC! Which is the 5th and 6th, one of the day is gone already. I spent my day cuddling under blankets and my eyes on yet another drama after 49days, not literally FORTY NINE DAYS, its just a Korean drama's title LOL.

Oh, on the 7th is my off day!!! :D July is definitely gonna be a good month......... it just have to be. LOL. Its my birthday month man, damn it.. how bad can it be even if it turns out bad. Like, I fell from a ladder on Monday but I'm still alive now what. OK WHAT. Oh well.. hahaha.

Got the link from.. Jiaqiwoo's friend's blog. LOL.

Leo Strength Keywords:
- Confident
- Ambitious
- Generous
- Loyal
- Encouraging

Leo Weakness Keywords:
- Pretentious
- Domineering
- Melodramatic
- Stubborn
- Vain

Leo and Independence:
Leo is very independent but they need something to control and someone to admire them and appreciate them. They are fully capable of being greatly successful on their own but they are much happier if they have an audience and a following of people who look up to them. They would prefer not be alone.

Leo and Friendship:
People are attracted to Leo's zest for life and their warm spirit. They have the ability to lift up one's spirits and provide encouragement when times are rough. Their enthusiasm attracts people, Leos are social butterflies, not because they want to be but because people always naturally gravitate and surround the Leo. Leos are very difficult people to not like, they are usually fairly balanced, realistic people. They never dwell on the past and they will think you are strange if you do. Some Leos might be too caught up in themselves and be very self-centered but they are never too self-absorbed to help anyone who needs it. They pamper their friends and treat them well. A Leo is the ultimate friend. They do not hold a grudge and they are very forgiving. They have respect and understanding of people's differences.

Leo and Business:
Business dealings are easy and successful for Leo, if they are in command and control. This can cause conflict in the workplace should the Leo not be in a position of superiority, but they usually get there eventually thanks to their powerful drive to succeed, in other words, they are excellent leaders because this is their kingdom they have to control, and they do it well. Leo has an amazing ability to get along with people and they work best in a group as opposed to alone. They can be very diplomatic in a group setting and can delegate people well, however Leo will not take orders. They need to give orders but with their enthusiasm and cheerfulness, other people do not have a problem taking orders from a Leo because they are never condescending and they treat others with respect and equality. Leos are full of drama, flair and extravagance and this reflects in the business world. They make an impact, they make a difference in the workplace and help to keep the parts moving in sync and iron out any problems before they arise. If the business fails, that means that Leo fails and they are extremely determined not to fail. Leo is the most extravagant sender of all astrology signs. They will not over do it but they will surround themselves with luxury as much as possible. They will never settle for second best.

Leo Temperament:
Leo loves the new and extraordinary, they despise dull, regular routines and if this is what they are faced with, they will simply create their own drama and excitement. This makes Leo prone to stir up a situation out of nowhere just for something to keep their vivacious temperament satisfied. Leo has an amazing ability to bounce back from any feelings of despair or unfortunate events. They do not like to be unhappy, it hurts their pride so they will take matters into their own hands and make things right again. Leos could come into conflict with other powerhouse type of people who will not take orders and not give an inch, Leos will not budge their opinion, they will understand and accept opinions of others but they do not take well to people to try to impose their beliefs on them. Leo most often have the temperament of a demanding, spoiled child but this is only shown if someone steps on the boundaries of their kingdom. They react this way because of their territoriality.

Leo Deep Inside:
Leos are extremely sensitive but they hide that very well. Leos love praise and flattery, their egos demand respect and adoration. Leo is all about pride. This can cause them to be self-centered but the warmth of the Leo heart keeps it under control. If Leo's audience (otherwise known as their friends) do not provide the needed appreciation, Leo is too proud to ask for it and they will suffer a hurt ego, but no one will ever know and they will suffer in silence. The secret of the Leo is that they need to be needed.

Leo in a Nutshell:
Leo is the lion, this well suited symbol represents Leo very well. They possess a kingdom which they protest and cherish. The are high esteemed, honorable and very devoted to themselves in particular! The kingdom could be anything from work to home to a partner, whatever it is, you rule it. Leo is always center stage and full of flair, they enjoy basking in the spotlight. A Leo always makes their presence known. Leo are full of energy that acts like a magnet for other people. Others are attracted to Leo's wit, charm, and what they have to say for they speak of things grand and very interesting. Leo will never settle for second best. They want only the best which can cause lavish excessive spending habits as they enjoy their life of luxury, which is all to easily justified by the grand and magnificent Leo! Public image is very important to Leo, with luxurious possessions and ways of life, this keeps the public image in high standing. They will do whatever it takes to protect their own reputation. Leos are very generous, kind and openhearted people. If a Leo is crossed, they will strike back with force but they are not one to hold a grudge, they easily forgive, forget and move on. Leos are always trying to make things right in the world, they have larger then life emotions and they need to feel like they have accomplished something at the end of the day. They react to situations with action instead of sitting back and thinking about it, they are not impulsive however because they look at the future and consider consequences of their actions.

Ok so according to above information its VERY TRUE.. However, can someone PLEASE tell me, WHY IS VAIN CONSIDERED WEAKNESS? LOLOLOL. -.-

Very weak meh?

LOL. -.-

Here's some random photos from my phone..

Serene attempting to hide from I forgot what and we were at Popeye;s @ ION!
That was Alvin's helmet.. this looks really funny actually. Considering that she's quite petite but cos she's tall uh. And her head is so small in the helmet you see!!

DONUTS ZOMGGG I love carbs. LOL.

My niece's feet grew... so much within 2 years. All her gaigai(shopping) shoes looked so new. Its like shoes to wear during occasions cos of their worthiness but it kinda turned out so unworthy cos even before they got worn out, her feet size grew bigger first. D:

Babygirl! My baby niece. :D Her smile so funny, must teach her how to smile properly uh, don't let such pretty pair of eyes go to waste. Hahaha. :D

There's something I must blog about too!!!

I got SO SO SO WASTED at Mingtjun's bday chalet. First time I drank till I puked and its so funny when I know what actually happened. I know I was gone after those tequila shots with Gibson and Bernard already but I went on to drink chiavas with Peiqi HAHAHAHA. I suck at drinking seriously. I felt so light headed so I went out with Gibson and Bernard to Cheers since I know I will puke anytime and I don't want it to start in the chalet of course. AS EXPECTED, I puked on my way, non stop.. LOL. They piggybacked me thru and fro hahaha! And when they put me down, its cos I wanted to puke already, while Gibson attempt to shift my hair away and carry me to the drain, I PUKED IN HIS HANDS. My fried rice, sausages, crabsticks, bread... idk what else. LOL. Its really amazing how they two can handle me so well. I was in a mess but they cleared up everything for me. THANK YOU BOTH. HAHAHAHAHA.

Then the following day I didn't stay, thank god or else history sure repeat cos the same thing happened for Kexin LOL. However, I didn't cry like she did. :/ Quite depressing cos I feel so emotionless LOLOL. Anyway if I were to stay then idk how Gibson and Bernard can handle Kexin and I already!

Are there any iPhone blogging app? Do recommend me via my FORMSPRING! I'll blog soon again since I will be free tomorrow and the day after. (: And FORMSPRING me anything please, its rotting and I just downloaded the spring app on my iPhone! :D

Goodnight.. its 4am now!

Now we said things, did things that we didn't mean.

2011-06-15T02:44:00.000+08:00

I am considering to go on a diet like for real, my face so fat compared to last time. I feel so depressed I can't get my face decently snapped just once then use as a new profile picture in facebook, no need snap like 19128731 times to make it perfect sial angry. ):

I compared my photos from one year ago and now, such a big difference!! Ok I think this year my chioest moments is my cny first day only, like most pictures turn out presentable even when I acted cute HAHAHA fml, but yah lah only that day la sial. Other than that throughout the year I looked like shit.

Although yes I looked like more chui last year, but this year my face chubbier. Damn chubby I cannot tank sial.

Something like this and this... see the difference in my face's chubbiness.

2010

2011

Solo shots...

2010

2011

JIA LAT RIGHT NOTZ. ):

I am really determined man, DIET!!!

Anyway lately I've been hanging out with Alvin Wangting Weiern, then also got like Shafie and Cheryl.. who else? :O Idk la whatsapp is like the most frequent app now, it used to be ubertwitter LOL. C'mon la, tell me how to not love them, Alvin named us all FANTASTIC 4 la sial, I'm the only girl which means they willingly put me as the Jessica Alba position please, thankyou thankyou, applause lai. HAHAHAHA. I can show you my widest grin even though now I kinda feel like I'm at the worst phase in life man... awwwww :D

A bit exagerating but ok what!!! Lol oh yeah I saw this 4 dresses I so wanna get them but as usualy its not a need to me you see! I am broke, like very broke. (Even more determined for diet nao)

This one kinda resemble the 49days, what the female lead wore when she got into the car accident y'know! :O I think that's why I like la LOL. I want both colors! :DDD Okok maybe next post I blog about the drama, I'm still stucked at like ep 11 cos I haven't had the time to continue zzz. -.-

I love DingXuan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okkkkkkkkk byebye (((:

Oh oh today's father's day celebration was damn fun and.... VERY ENJOYABLE. I have no decently nice photos to set as profile picture on facebook still, as usual. Fuckkkkkkklaaaaaaaaa hahahahaha.

没有负担原来也是种负担

2011-06-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

Me without make up, I have to get use to this. I'm going to work without make up tomorrow eh omg. WITHOUT MAKE UP. ): ): ok la, concealer still can do, just no eyeliner D:

My long fringe is what I wanted but its way too annoying at times. :(

Just being random, and the guy behind me is my sis bf, so wrong LOL. But this is my sister's room after all, I'm the odd one out la hahaha.

Do we know what we’re fighting for?

2011-06-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

I figured out that I didn't blog about these photos before, of us girls at ladies night. I can't seem to find it in my old entries!

Woahhhh memorable, 5 girls only. Fierce, I can't recall what happened back then and how we managed to survive on our own. :D

Its like a year ago leh wtf ONE YEAR. Wow, we definitely aged quite a bit. I think I look 15 now, in the photo was 14. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!! Kidding :D

After I recover hopefully I will be hitting the club with them again! And I'm down with swollen eyes now, bad timing because soon its gonna be sales period and our shop is shorthanded, I can't be leaving them just yet! Please hang on man bodyyyy! ):

I'm told I'm anti social. I bet my friends won't buy these words. ANTI SOCIAL. :O But I think more or less I've changed a wee bit indeed. Hahaha what am I turning into oh man.

Its funny how you used that time to have me replaced

2011-06-02T01:36:00.000+08:00

Yada yada yada and at the end of the day looks still matters right? The problem lies with people's ego or what? I just don't get it! And why do I look so horrible without make up, whyyyyyyyyyyy? Nvm la, at least I look presentable enough with make ups on right? -consoles self-

-.-

I just had my 2 days off straight from work, awesome scheduling I must say. Then on the first off day, Tuesday. I woke up at like 230pm to go for my wound dressing and came back home, watched tv till around 630pm, too bored so I went back to bed. And there my off day goes, I slept it all away LOL. Woke up around 1030pm and tweeted something which I kinda regret cos they exposed me on facebook. MY TWITTER IS LOCKED ONE LEH, COS I STILL WANTS MY IMAGE IN FB!! HAHAHA. Ok, anyway since I'm already exposed by Kawei, I should just bring it to here la, its kinda amusing. :D

"I woke up at 230pm today, slept at 630pm, woke up again now. I'm amazingly good in bed :D"

Cool right? ^^ LOL.

Today I woke up mad early to reply texts, emails and etc. But, inevitably I'm still back asleep LOL. Say until like a hardcore actually I just reply my blogshop email cos I forgot to verify payment. HAHAHA. Officially get out of bed only at 2 to prepare and make my way to Potong Pasir to return grad robe but sadly its mad stormy outside so change of plans, I cabbed to Mingtjun's house to disturb Gibson and him. I've been cabbing a lot lately. LOL.

OH YAH, my eyes swollen sia fml, and guess what... I actually wore shades out the whole day.. lemme repeat, the whole day. No joke. 8D And my nose also swollen sia cos got a pimple inside around the mid joint there. Frigging painful fml, its not just the spot, its the whole nose LOL. I just now squeezed it so now my nose kinda resembles a clown's nose FUCK MY LIFE TTM. ): ): ):

And the amount of pus is unimaginable sia. Why do I have such low immunity cb. ):

Roam around aimlessly with Gibson as we waited for Mingtjun to end meeting, then settled down at Sushi Tei for dinner, kinda... nostalagic yea. Hahaha oh fuck yeah I shopped at Muji! Love their weird candies! (:

I'm suddenly at lost for thoughts so I shall end here oh well. I am going to put ice bags on my eyes to ease the swell.. and my nose as well. Sigh, liddat how to work you tell me... ):

I'd give it all up but I'm taking back my love

2011-05-30T02:38:00.001+08:00

Have you ever wondered who are the ones you can call up at 4am and know for sure they'll come down and go to wherever you are just for you? Are you the one that would do for me? If you hesistated for me, den I guess it probably works the same for you. Because I'm skeptical like that.

I'm such an asshole seriously lol.

Hahaha today is a VERY SOTONG day for me, I just feel so blank out the whole day, mind block. And I hate having period cos my mood will be down....... ok tmi LOL. Whatever it is, time spent with Gibson and Mingtjun is still very enjoyable as usual. Been hanging out with them lately because Gibson will be enlisting early June, like wtf he is one of the sway/uberlucky ones, different people have different opinions about going NS early/late. What's yours? I very much hate to see my friends going in early cos I'm selfish like that. :) LOL.

Alrighty, photos!! I just picked out random ones, with me looking decent. Not in a photogenic state that day and I keep doing funny faces, but.... some faces were not meant to look that chui on purpose you know HAHAHA. Sian image chui max.

I CAN NOT TAKE SOLO SHOTS ONE. I will shy, like damn shy, why the fuck? WHY? FML.
But I like my dimple, its doing an awesome job here. But ah, why only one? -.-

Typical jump shot.

Abnormal jump shot HAHAHAHAHA. CUTE NOT?
I learnt this from Peiqi one!! :D

Wangting!

Rachel Bf!

Hund!

Shulin!

Leo!

Rizal!

BenKang!

Barefoot cos previously was playing with jump shots!!

Liyana!

Wunying!

Rachel!

Funny candid that I kinda like cos if you really observed, like each of us has got different kinda thoughts on our mind!

Alexia baby and us.

Year 1 classmates with Menon and Shell.

Hangouts in school!

Graduation dinner. (:

From year one and even up till the very last class dinner..

DOREMI(((:

It wasn't intentional, I'd call this inevitable.

毕业咯

2011-05-27T00:06:00.002+08:00

Ok, the past three years felt all worth it... I've graduated from SP with a diploma yo. And inside the graduation certificate holder(Idk the name, the thing I'm holding that's in red), THERE'S NOTHING INSIDE. Lol. Kinda shocked me but ok, the certificate is at the other envelope la.

Haha fun day. Ceremony, photo taking, graduation dinner with my year 1 classmates. Awesome bunch of people whom I miss.

I'm super worn out and I can't think properly now, haven't been sleeping well lately. Over thinker in action, FTS. Kay bye. (:

Spam photos next post? (:

"I act like a bitch who doesn't care about heartbreak or being alone." -- I think I do lolol.

太美的回忆像副手铐越是挣脱越缠绕

2011-05-21T03:06:00.001+08:00

I can't get myself to sleep now, force shut my eyes didn't work either. As I'm lying awake feeling the aircon blowing directly at me, my flu just get worse. Lol I'm just wondering if I were to be already asleep then I won't be so affected by the wind right? Haha.

Don't ask me why I don't sleep elsewhere, cos I have no where else to go to. Its hard to explain. Lol. Tomorrow is the start of work after my hospitalisation leave, took off from the 9th to 20th today, which is technically yesterday cos its past 12midnight now but I'm always confused cos I usually blog after midnight. -.- whatever.

I've got no basic black dress and I'm gonna wear my caged back, black sleeveless dress tomorrow, topped it off with a black cardigan la. Apparently the black dress, I wear it for clubbing... LOL but I don't club that much anyway, so yeah! Lolol hope they won't comment much tomorrow, fingers crossed! :D

I'm blogging with my berry cos I'm really bored now. My contract is about to end soon, currently at its 2nd last month and I'm still thinking what phone to get. Ultimately it'll be iphone4 white I guess. But I'm keeping my pinkberry for sure, its too cute. I love it a lot also cos of the attention it brings me hahaha, people always ask me about it and I'm so proud of it!! :D lolol.

Very random hor? Lol. And I feel like eating ice cream chef! My honey dew ice creammmm... D: I randomly dug out this image in my phone.

Kay I will try harder to go to sleep. Wish me luck. Hahahahaha.

P.s. I just now uploaded wrong image hahahahaha fml.

Every cloud has a silver lining

2011-05-20T03:02:00.002+08:00

kom sema-ri-ga
han chi-be-yi-so
appa gom
omma gom
ae-gi gom
appa gommun tung-tung-hae
omma gommun nal-shin-hae
ae-gi gommun na bul-gwi-yo-wo
hishuk hishuk cha-rhan-da

I hope things turn out even better than it already is now for all :D I'm still waiting patiently for my bah chor mee at this hour woohoo. LOL.

I've got a new favourite livejournal! Love her writings and photography. Its like tumblring when I'm reading through them.

I know it's time to leave but you'll be in my dreams tonight

2011-05-19T04:56:00.001+08:00

Suddenly got reminded of some stuff while looking through old photos, oh how I love doing so and see how much I've changed over the years, but I only started having like A LOT of photos when I'm 16 or 17, after graduating from Secondary School.

My sisters gave me this eeyore in replacement of the one thrown away cos its suspected to be infested with bed bugs last time fml lolol. Then yah I'm the usual I need to hug plushies to sleep. And that time when I'm hospitalized my sister whose damn joker also, she was saying "I should have brought your eeyore here right.. haiya." lolol.

Hahaha, I love my sisters to bits.

A lot of funny conversations I have with my sisters while waiting for consultation, registration, administration to the hospital that time on Monday before getting hospitalised LOL. Only my eldest sister was with me but my second sister keep calling back to check for updates cos she's overseas the other time and sweet of her to end her trip earlier for me after knowing I'm going under the knife.

Cos the waiting time was plain torturous I'd say and she really crack me up while we were there as I get my things done.

Initially they put me at some high risk zone after knowing I was down with sore throat. We had to put on face mask etc and its damn troublesome. So my sister was like "Say you sore throat for what... haiyer now with all this dunno got what disease people while waiting for consultation..."

After first consultation they put us to wait for another consultation, it was at the normal waiting place where people without flu will be. When we were there, it turned out to have a lot more people in queue which means longer waiting time anyway. And so my sis goes, "nabei la, if only we knew it will be this much people here you should've coughed more and acted more sickly so we just continue to get attended there." HAHAHA.

It was after second or third consultation then they notified me that I would have to go through surgery to vacuum out the infected stuffz. My second sister on the line told my eldest sis, "Eh ask them see if can vacuum out the pus and use it to fill her boobs la!" LOL FML. Then my eldest sis also mentioned something like, "can ask them vacuum out my fats also not?" Damn corny la.

Goes another waiting time so we went for lunch, and we were kinda tired of walking around cos we got lost looking for delifrance only to realise it closed down later LOL. As we were still walking around my sis said, "Should've asked for a wheelchair for you and so I can sit and you push me around. I didn't sleep well for the past few days damn tired la.." HAHAHAHA wtf.

Another conversation was while we were back after lunch and still have to wait. "Should've made you drink more cold drinks just now so you can have asthma attack and they'll take immediate actions and admit you in right now." LOL FML! Hahaha one more was, "can I use a knife to stab your wound and let it bleed profusely so as to get the attention of all the nurse?" Damn funny I remember I just keep going on twitter to type it all out and at one point of time my sister was so bored she took my blackberry and scan through my ubertwitter timeline. She was like "Hai.. I scroll so long only read until 2hours ago." cos I followed a lot of people HAHAHAHAHA funny.

Damn sarcastic and corny la. It runs in the blood I guess cos I'm like that too. I'm so bored now and I can't sleep cos I've been bored the whole day and kept sleeping, now that I'm so awake, thinking back about the conversations we had over at the hospital are really damn funny.

Oh, I'm starting work on the coming Saturday and I'm required to be in black dress instead of the usual, but I haven't got myself any proper casual black dress yet. I need to go shopping soon but I'm sooooooooooo lazy!

P.S. Its always nearing the end, where our anticipated date lies then things start screwing up on its own. Why? I just felt that it happens all the time. Lol.

P.S.S When I start talking a lot of sense and overthinking seems to be happening too frequent, it means period is nearing hahahahahahaa fml.

It's not a question of love, cause our love has never changed.

2011-05-18T02:46:00.000+08:00

I like the kind of soothing warm glow in pictures. Kay its not warm glow, I pretty much just tinted it and adjusted the contrast and all lol. I don't usually edit my pic, I just randonly opened my Adobe PS3 and my skill like a rusty now. OH! You know what? My mom said I'm photogenic, I KNOW RIGHT. I LOOK NICE IN PHOTOS. Only in photos thank you. Why ah why can't I look superb in real life sia, fml. Hahahahha. Ok la nvm I should just be contented.

Not very chio but I look like a human la.

Showing off my round round face. Jealous not hahahahaha fml my face really round like no tomorrow even face rollers can't help lolol fail.

My mom also said my face 很耐看, see won't sian, what's a proper translation? LOL erm.. won't get sick of seeing? Idk la whatever hahaha. Then my reply to her was "of cos la so fat it'll take a lifetime for you to explore finish the whole face." LOL. (:

Listening to Charice's before it explodes now and I keep typing explodes as explosed lol wtf. Its damn annoying luh. Oh yes I went out today and yesterday. Is it very weird for girls to run errands and roam around alone? Cos my colleague like very shocked when I told her I'm walking around alone and she literally gave me the "wtf" look. LOL.

Yesterday after my appointment I went for a haircut and wash. My hair is really shorter now, Rachel said she could see a difference so yeah I didn't lie. Its so thick and healthy-looking now, satisfied, but the length wise, its still disappointing. Got home, changed and head over to my work place. Smart me forgot to bring me the slip of paper down, my hospital leave cert. Roamed around in Orchard for a while, almost bought a cream dress from f21 but I forgot why I didn't, now I kinda regret but its ok I saved the money. Haha. Didn't buy my camryn either, the design they finally brought in from camryn series is horrendous and they don't have my size, weird sizes they have like 36.5 and next is 38.5, stupid shoe sizings. Yah me and my stupid shoes also, I need a pair of shoes kinda shoes so bad. I think I'm gonna get a pair of Sperry or Toms already, stupid camryn just not gonna reappear anytime soon. I don't think they'll bring in vans crayola too anyway.

What's so weird about shopping and doing errands on my own. I'm so used to being alone and settling things on my own already, except when I'm not lazy to look for a companion then you wouldn't see me out alone. No wonder I'm still single, so independent for what? Haha I'm ranting too much I think my period's coming soon cos I sound so moody LOL.

Kay I tried to be very normal today, I asked Wunying to go collect my grad robe with me. Thank you Wy. Hahaha meet her and I really putting serious consideration sia, I seriously think I should put LATEQUEEN as my middle name already. I'm late meeting her, I am sorry! LOL. But yeah she brought me from Vivo to Potong Pasir the place where SP students collect their graduation robe. While we were crossing the streets we bump into Kawei Mengyong and Michael. I find a really hilarious because the night before I was just tweeting "take grad robe for fuck, my parents also not coming." and Kawei was the one who replied "same same. If only can just wear SP tee go hor". HAHAHAHA okkkkkkk... we still collected ours anyway!

Then head over to city plaza for nothing but a bag of snack and our can of soda drink! Was hoping city plaza have real awesome stuff like what everyone usually preached about to me. Bkk still the best ah hahaha. With the intention to go town to visit Liyana we hop on to bus 7 then to realise it actually pass by Bugis so we alighted and visit Rachel instead, sorry Liyana, that's why we weren't in time to visit you also HAHAHA.

Went for dinner break with Rachel at the chinese restaurant. I secretly thinks that all the waitress wanna slap me already sia, I keep "this one got seafood?", "really not?", "what is all this?", "the sauce made of what? Inside the thing leh?".... etc LOL. Cos I just went for operation and there's a lot of things I've got to avoid! Then the dumpling soup noodle which I ordered turned out to have prawn as their fillings in the dumpling. The indian conned me. ._. Got my dish exchanged and they gimme Zha Jiang Mian. I really hate Zha Jiang Mian from all other shops except Asian Kitchen now, so awful la LOL. The xlbs were alright though, still nothing compared to dtf. Hahaha, I love love love DTF's!

Although a lot of things kinda suck but there's something new that I haven't tried before and its nice! Their mushroom xlb! :D I love mushrooms! Me and Wunying like savouring every bite of it omg now as I'm talking about it I'm kinda salivating alrd. HAHAHAHA. Inside of the bao, the mushroom fllings looks a bit like puke though.. but its damn good ahhh omg I'm going back for it soon again for sure. Teeheehee.

Done with dinner, head over to Plaza Sing and no sight of Liyana, apparently she knocked off and is already at Marina Sq hahaha so we went to Taka to look for Ash. Epic reaction when he saw me. Its like the "Hi yes can I help you look" and next moment "OMG WTF HUIXUAN" that's so typical of Ash seriously sia.

Roamed around Gramophone and headed home thereafter. End of today. I kinda enjoyed it, been really long since I go out, roam around rather aimlessly yet by the end of the day feeling that the trip is quite fruitful uh. Hahaha.

Ok wow I typed a lot...

The dressing room outside did state no photography but oh well.. I am still considering whether to get it or not. I need more dresses now since I can't wear anything too tight at my waist area(jeans pants shorts I have to avoid) cos of my wound. However I need black dresses more cos work requires me to wear plain black dresses.

And black dresses I own are like bodycons clubbing kind LOLOLOL, yes I am in need of normal casual black dresses now. So they are the priority now. :/

My hair ends so straight altogether. LOL. Don't look very healthy here but its better compared to the past.

Hahaha ignore the contrasting colors. That's the wound on my leg. Looks very decent and minor indeed. But you wouldn't wanna know what's beneath it LOL. Its damn prone to getting knocked when I'm out eh, cos the height like just nice where people's paper bag's ends wound poke, zzz pain. ):

THIS CARD WORTH $50(The refind deposit for my grad gown), I better not lose it or else really fml to infinity and beyond sia hahaha!

My wallet is always in a mess and yes even the notes. Thats why I hate carrying cash around cos my wallet is meant to look tiny and flat la hahaha!

The filling

looking like puke hahahhaha! But its damn damn nice...

Left over. LOL its really awful la the noodles that's why I didn't finish them.

Wunying's dumpling soup noodle with nothing left in fact LOL, yes the one I ordered initially. Not nice also, tasted very very bland -.- Crystal Jade's one wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better lol.

No this isn't Rachel's. Its just the appetizer that we didn't touch hahaha! And we stayed on longer even after Rachel left cos her break time is only 45mins long, sian.

Yeah that's about all. (:

Mi amore vole fe yah

2011-05-14T04:20:00.000+08:00

I tried my best to find a..... fresher picture. As in not so boring. But I kinda failed cos I'm a VERY BORING person and its impossible for me, a boring person to dig out an INTERESTING picture to spice up an entry. Whatever la, sian. -.-

12pm - Wake up wash up
1pm - Bathe, dress my wound, breakfast!
4pm - Lunch + Laze on couch, TEEVEE :D
5pm - EVENING NAP
8pm - Dinner + TEEVEE :D
9pm - 麻婆斗妇!! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
10pm - Laptop
3am - SLEEP

These is going to be my daily routine until idk when but wound dressing need not be done daily now! They're using some fibre stuffing etc so yeah. And I'll head over to polyclinic to get them dressed instead cos the clinic downstairs did a HORRIBLE JOB ZOMG.

Haiya I'm bored to bonezzzzz I wanna get out of house and I'm thinking to go FLB tomorrow. This is almost suicidal I think. Shall think twice lolol.

Hi I miss you so much can you bring me out? Hahahaha!

Oh yah anyway haiya, I'm discharged on Wednesday. Thanks Jasmine for coming down with a cuppa KOI to visit me. :D Hehehe. And thanks ALL(facebook, twitter, sms, whatever! :D) for the well wishes! Thank you too cos Idk you yet you still wished me well. I think you're a nice girl after all that I know of you although they aren't really good things. I wish things among you two get cleared up soon oh well... I'm like talking to myself cos no one understands me HAHAHAHA and I can't name them. ):<

Oh yah I don't care I am going to talk about food, I keep thinking about eating whole day long cos of what I'm restricted to eat!! ):

Currently my diet only consist of mainly pork and fish, other than that are vegetables but they don't cook me veggies idky but its ok since I don't usually eat them. LOL. I can't eat

- SEAFOOD except fish, must be cooked, no raw fish!
- Chicken (fml no kfc)
- Eggs (fml no steam egg and a lot more, I LOVE EGGS)
- Nuts (most chocs contain nuts)
- HEATY STUFF (I'm having sore throat nao)
- Beef (I disciplined myself and stopped myself from eating them since.. last year? :x)

AND I DON'T REALLY LIKE EATING PORK. ):<

I think I can marry a malay guy luh. As I grow up, I'm turning to hate pork, ok hate is too strong a word to use. DISLIKE. Hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. ): I love fish though, but..

Idk la I am so angry I don't like my diet now. I want to eat normal food.

A while ago I realised I can still eat caramel. Oh I LOVE caramel products. :) Gimme some, I might feel better! I'm so depressed that I keep thinking about food. Just this afternoon I realised I can eat xiao long baos as well, over the moon... :D

Ok its 4am no more daily routine byebye.

I think I should make it a good habit to sleep at 2am from tomorrow onwards then slowly adjust to 1am.. ok bai.

I'm content with loneliness

2011-05-11T02:42:00.000+08:00

Thank you all for the care and concerned. I felt so blessed with everyone commenting and asking me about my condition although at times I am really very lazy of repeating the same thing time and times again. Imagine saying the same thing like 10 time a day? Ok maybe not saying, TYPING. LOL.

Oh yah, YOU KNOW.

My dajie they all came with a small bouquet of roses. I'm so happy cos its my first time receiving a bouquet leh walao HAHAHA. Mad happy I'm over the moon nao!!! HAHA.

Heehehhahahahohoho. So happy.

By the way, now I'm attempting to type with one hand cos the drip like not decreasing, both glucose and anti biotic ones! -.-

And Harry Potter visited me as well. Lolololol. Ok la that was Liyana, and I'm msning with her nao, cannot tahan typing with one hand, I ended up with both hands on my keyboard again LOL. Oh yeah the Harry Potter. HAHAHA. Sorry I'm like randomly laughing cos the msn conversation very funny, shall talk about what happened later. So she went to collect her graduation robe today, with the intention of helping me but failed cos they're rather strict about it. Turned out to be a failed attempt anyway. :/ Then she put on her robe and.. she looked like shes from Hogwarts LOL! Dolby died alrd ): ...... ok random.

She brought me a mag and some tidbits for me, THANK YOU. I really needed those hahaha!

Ok anyway I was bitching to her about the patient beside me. She had her husband visiting her, up till now even I think. Cos like the chair at the bedside like protruding from the blinds towards my direction and everyone walking pass it apparently can't really get through without knocking it sia. It happened to Liyana, my bro in law and idk who else la. LOL.

I heard them saying I siao cos I 247 want the draw the blinds one. In the day even yes. Cos I spent most of my time sleeping today what, and I'm not a sleeping BEAUTY can? LOL. Its like high chance I will snore cos of my respiratory system got some prob, then sometimes I drool, especially now that I have braces. Oh to top things up, I AM A HEAVY SLEEPER. I don't get awaken easily one. -.- LOL. So unglam you tell me how to sleep with everyone watching me ah? LOL.

Ok I'm done ranting. My operation is fine, it took place in the afternoon hahaha. Previously I was still suffering from the after effects of the anaesthetic, felt so nauseous omggg, wanted to puke but had nothing to puke cos I'm not allowed to eat before the surgery LOL. I didn't have any appetite after it as well. Force some stewed pork down my throat along with its really yummy gravy. I always love hospital food LOL!!! Oh yeah, only till now then my appetite is back, but everyone's sleeping soundly, no one is here with me so I cannot ask for char kway teow without beansprout or tau huay or grass jelly to curb my sore throat! Yes my throat feeling super horrid now, I want a cup of honey red tea so frigging bad la.

Woah the anti biotic drop finished alrd the nurse came to turn the... erm tap? LOL. Idk leh the thingy on my hand and the way they uses it do resemble a tap HAHA. I just asked for a cuppa milo. I think I'm gonna be away from screen soon, MAGAZINE TIME.

Anyway, I'll be staying till thursday so yeah! I'll surely be blogging soon again since its so boring here -.-

你最近还好吗, 是不是也在思念裏挣扎?

2011-05-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

I am

hospitalised.

Lai FAQ session since people really do question me like what the heck happened to me since I'm like super lively and hyper all along and suddenly just ended up here LOL.

What happened?
Wound infection. Need to go surgery.

Caused by?
Normal bug bite, like mosquitoes?

So imba?
I also dunno why, doctor also dunno. HAHAHA. Minor surgery I guess.

How is it like?
It started off like normal mozzies bite then I DID NOT SCRATCH IT. I have to wear jeans for work and my jeans were all low rise ultra skin fit, then I had abrasion from the jeans waist area. But no, I'm not too fat for it, the jean's sizes were either a wee bit loose or just right. I must make myself clear LOL. And yeah I ignored it when it went reddish, I just stuck a plaster to it lol. Hannah I know right my fault. Then it gradually grew in size/area la. Inside the thing like got pus but it became pretty hard when I realised and the doctor said the size can't be judged purely by naked eyes or pinch pinch pinch(Damn painful I swear LOL). In addition it might be quite big in.. erm depth? Like if they just do normal pus vacuum later its linked to my other organs den gg.com so yes, SURGERY.

And yes my left leg, not as serious but its gradually turning like the one on my tummy so since I'm already undergoing an operation, let it be removed using that method as well then. They mentioned anti biotic might help, MIGHT, and so we MIGHT as well save the trouble, don't waste time. Haha.

How are you feeling about the surgery?
Ok la since they say full body anaestatic idk how to spell wait I double confirm. ok anaesthetic, so I don't think I will feel the knife whatsoever luh. Maybe after that I'll feel like hell la since tummy is like so soft and vulnerable. D: LOL.

How long you'll be warded for?
I have no idea. they have to schedule my operation and its like short kind so they're looking into slotting sometime WHENEVER they are free, but the time frame from what they roughly gauged is like earliest tonight and latest by Wednesday. So, after the operation I can be discharged soon after. Yeah (:

What else you all wanna know formspring me ba, I am feeling very tired now cos I'm currently running a fever and topping this fever up is actually a sore throat. I lost my voice already, zzz. Yes I'm still blogging now though. Cos I'm dead bored here. :(

And camwhore shots without make up, rare bo? :D

I'm real bored la thats why, I might remove it after a while cos its really horrendous looking. LOL.

How can I move on when I've been in love with you

2011-05-09T00:00:00.001+08:00

My legs are about to be ready, I'm currently using my laptop on my thighs and I feel like a chef! Lolol. My fats totally clogged up the ventilator I think, its so hot even though I've only used it for a short while. Well, maybe the heat generated from my laptop can help me burn my fats also LOLOL.

Kay I know right, I'm full of nonsense. :D

This is me, with my front view, ROUND FACE.

Small boring eyes, round nose, pimple scars, jailed teeth, dry lips.. a lot flaws LOL. :x

Ok la I think its still slightly to the side. Its real fat in real life making me feel that my face is very improportional to my body cos I'm like a UK6(going to UK8 maybe since I keep snacking lately). If only I can just face people with my side profile forever in reality then I will have small face forever hahaha.

I need to visit a doctor for my legs alrd, its worse than what you see.. :/ LOL.

I got skin irritation la, I don't even know what's my allergy LOL and worst is one of the irritation has got an infection. Fucked up right zzz. Maybe I'm allergic to denim material then I cannot wear denim jeans for life already LOL. Anyway the infected one is like damn swollen luh! No, don't push the blame to my diet, I had been avoiding seafood for quite some time already and the infection started a while after I controlled my diet! And I don't wanna skip work to just visit a doctor, on the other hand, I'm like super worried it will worsen! ): Idk how FML.

And if you're wondering why the weird scarf from no where.. cos that day I went out with sleeveless then I lazy bring a jacket so I just tied a scarf to my bag. LOL. Oh I suddenly got reminded of something!!! Cos this scarf is from H&M, someone mentioned that H&M will be opened in Singapore soon leh, WHY HAVEN'T OPEN EVEN UP TILL NOW AH? -.-

Ok photos....................

Rachel's special order, "ice cream cone with less ice cream."

FOR REAL!!! She can't possible lick until the swirls so nicely set right. LOL.

And yeah that sentence did stun the one taking order HAHAHA.

Awful pork chop. Brought Rachel to dine at Xin Wang that time with Gibson hahaha. :D

Ugly la I know HAHAHA. But funny what.

:D

WIG!!! LOL.

Went to wait for Rachel to end her work that day I forgot which day, with Liyana.

:D

In this black bag of mess there is receipts, envelope of documents because I made a new card, winter melon tea and a dress, you see the mustard yellow lump, that's a dress which I randomly bought. A tad bit too short but its ok, I'm always wearing a shorts beneath my dresses anyway. Hahaha!

"Make your move, before she's gone. Because people change and hearts move on."
The is the phrase I love a lot but I always post the line behind. I found it on tumblr few months ago I think. But idk why somehow I just remember it so damn well. Hahaha really meaningful. (:

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how

2011-05-05T09:24:00.000+08:00

Aiyooo I got so many photos to upload and blog about but I'm so lazy to get my ass here yesterday night.. as well as the past few days. LOL.

Anyway, some facebook profile picture worthy photos. I'm gaining weight so bad that one nice shot OF ME I need to try like 4 or 5 times to get it right looking decently. Idk if I should change my profile pic also, I change it so frequent hor LOL the previous one is cos Wangting said its nice that's why I changed lolol.

And I cut my hair....... A WEE BIT.

Ok la I'm just saying, the photo can't even capture the length of my hair -_- lol. HAHAHAHA.

I'm motivated to cut it shoter next time cos the hairdresser told me long hair will be too heavy for most scalps to take and thus cause baldness in people. Noooooooooooooooooooooooooo I want hairy head lolol. So yeah, short hair short hair!! LOL.

BYE. Following post should see Liyana and Shell ba!

No I'm going to be late soon!!! I must go already, I've been cabbing a lot lately. LOL. I really hate cabbing sia, must tell myself that so I will stop cabbing so much LOL.

This is me praying that this was the very first page. Not where the story line ends.

2011-04-25T01:38:00.001+08:00

Stoning now dunno what to do so might as well ... yah blog about nothing. -.- I'm so bored lol.

You frequent my blog everyday I'm suspecting that you saved my url as your homepage... lol. DID YOU? Hahaha yeah finally updated something now hor? :D (Yueting said she do stalk my blog one loh aahhaaahaha! I miss her :D)

I'm thinking my MSN like totally of no use cos I rarely on laptop in the night. I'm way too lazy to get down here to surf social sites and chat with people, I can do it with my bb. Moreover its damn retard of me, most of the time I'm online at like holy 8am+ 9am+ when everyone's still sleeping soundly -.- use laptop while I'm doing make up, I like to catch up on chiobu blogs since I know I won't be using laptop at night and browsing blogs on bb kinda sucks, chio bu all like not as chio on the bb screen idky. LOL.

This used to be my second home during poly days, love love miss miss this clubroom.

I looked like a freshie. :)

And Mingtjun's friend thought I was 14. Haaahaha black hair means xiao hai zi meh. But anyway, I'm taking it as a compliment lololol.

OH I wanna watch movies! Why isn't anyone dating me out for one huh? -angry face-

Kay. I'm tired. Bai.

This broken heart can still survive with a touch of your grace

2011-04-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

This was taken when we went to Newton.

Real China girl on the left, I'm the imitation on the most right.. I know right, I SOOOO look like I'm from China HAHAHA Idky but I don't really mind when people say la. Then 2nd from the left, my senior/mentor, cute max sia she! I like her :D Then its Meera HAHAHA full of vulgar only. Nice bunch of colleagues, I really enjoy myself working there even though ... idk what to complain. I really don't have much complains la. Tsk tsk LOL. :x Whatever.

I ate Unagi for lunch this afternoon SEAFOOD! Die legs die, no chio slender long legs. No point pinning hopes also liao. Its getting more and more chui as days goes by and my sister advised me to visit the doctor. Doctor is hardly the solution for my family luh unless want to take MC, kiam siap max sia they all HAHAHA, and I'm taught this way too STINGY LA WALAO, see doctor also must liddat. Imagine how serious it is nao that she asked me to see. Ok la its disgusting so I don't think I should describe it here LOL. Anyhowww, I met Sean for lunch and talked a lil. He waited for me like 20mins at Mos burger lolol. :x Fun, good to have lunch companion, I don't mind alone but its always good to have one. :)

Just one photo. I described as though I have a lot of photos to upload liddat idky also HAHAHA. I keep working then forget to zi lian already. Soon la soon, I WILL SPAM MY PHOTOS. :D

Shadows fill an empty heart as love is fading

2011-04-18T09:21:00.000+08:00

Things are not going smoothly, or should I say my life is in a mess now? That bad har. My legs are having such a bad rash and I can't help but to blame it on wearing jeans everyday, I hate covering my legs thus I'm always in skirts and shorts. But I know I can't totally blame the rules and regulations, cos I've been eating seafood lately for meals too. Like what, seafood kway teow, nasi goreng SEAFOOD, mee goreng SEAFOOD, Newton Circus even more hardcore la hor. Can I eat unagi?

Ok, I need to upload pictures. Blog again probably tonight along with the photos I have with me.

就让我等就算我冷至少我陪着你

2011-04-14T09:25:00.000+08:00

Its my 777th blog post omg such a nice number right, like a cool only! And idky I feel like removing my archive LOL hahaha. Recently I went to dig out my iPod's old songs into my lappy, have been listening to them, so much memories, plenty of nice chinese song omg! :D

On Tuesday I brought the China colleague to Newton circus to eat since she hasn't been to much places before, and then Bernard came to look for us along with Kexin! We then head towards St James. NO, I NEVER BRING MY CHINA FRIEND GO CLUB =.= lol. Moreover its Tuesday, not opened what! We went to the eating place outside Movida, or was it Dragonfly? Gibson joined us a while later! The food republic there is big but we didn't eat much since we've already eaten! Heh.

Then nua over there until near 1am? LOL I brought her out till THAT late yeah, but glad she enjoyed it hehehe! The bands playing is like so-so nia, old songs, sian. But got like those classic kind, Right here waiting for you etc! Oh oh oh, must not miss this out, my china friend said that I'm very 淑女(demure?) HAHAHAHA FIRST TIME SIA OMGGG. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? Its ok, I don't buy her words either, maybe she just say it out of kindness cos I brought her out -.- LOL.

Ok, I'm done blabbering, if I were to continue I'm gonna be late so byebyebye! :D

我们的爱是唱一半的歌

2011-04-11T02:41:00.000+08:00

I just keep working and working, although work have been really fun but its different. Comparing myself to those who had already been accepted to uni or planned to go uni and knowing that THEY WILL GO no matter what yah. You see the difference. So aimless aimless aimless. Zzz.

My will to save up and go isn't strong enough also la. I really wished they were. -.- So now I'm having second thoughts, these are partly caused by my family too. They don't seem to be very supportive about it. And it always makes me feels like I've got no other solution to survive other than marrying a rich guy. LOL. Aiya.. I'm a diploma holder, anyone wanna marry me? LOL.

Yesterday was very well spent! Tried looking for camryn after work at FEP but to no avail. Had dinner with Gibson, Liyana and Johnson at some Thai thingy located in FEP lvl 1 which I guess is famous because 50% of what we ordered initially is finished. Conversation goes like..

Us: Got the fried vermicelli?
Waitress: Wait I go check.
--- and she came back ---
Waitress: finished already, got crispy noodles want?
Us: Sticky Rice with mango?
Waitress: that one no more.
Us: Pineapple rice?
Waitress: Wait I go check..

WAH PIANG.

The business really got so good not? Hahahaha. Had their crispy noodles which is like no difference from normal zi char stall please :x

Done with our meal, Gibson and I went over to SGH, Norman had his jaw shifted and he totally resemble shin chan now cos his cheeks and jaw area are super swollen LOL HAHAHAHA. Accompanied him to watch incredible tales and its like crap now, I used to be super humji and don't even dare to watch it sometimes la. -.-

After visiting, Mingtjun drove us to eat at Simpang Bedok for supper! That's my fourth meal of the day. I ate too much and I feel so paranoid especially after I know my weight now. LOL. For breakfast I had my sup porridge, then lunch was hot plate noodles, dinner was thai crispy noodle then supper was seafood vermicelli. Fat die me(肥死我) hahaha!

Next destination was CHANGI AIRPORT. Like idk why but we always go Changi when we have no idea where to go. Peiqi and I was enjoying our trolley ride so much over there, as well as the merry go round thingy at kids playground. The age limit stated was 2 to 6 I think HAHAHAHA. Loser.

We went to Starbucks to chill, bump into Tammy and her BF there, she's mugging for her exam on Monday. Tammy was the first victim of my april fool's prank LOL. So gullible that they can't help it and further prank her with our presence at airport cos Gibson just came back from Korea etc. Hahaha. Made our way to Yoghurt plus and random decision to share yoghurt!! ITS A DAMN BAD IDEA TO CHOOSE GUMMY BEAR AS TOPPING. Last warning sia, Gibson totally described it as CONCRETE LOL.

They have iPads over at the Yoghurt plus for customers to usse so we went to get the passwords and play with it. SO HIGH SIA!!! We all had our Veggie Samurai competition there and a lot things happened omg now I can't recall though.

Mingtjun sent Peiqi home then we accompanied Mingtjun before he start work. I felt so drained out cos I haven't had enough rest the past few days. But I remembered we headed over to Simei East Point as usual to look for people working over at the starbucks. Deep asleep in his car throughout while he sent people to work. Didn't even notice Gibson alighted and I got home around 7am and immediately knock out on my sofa even with my make up on LOL.

And as usual I will spend my offday sleeping in. I woke up around 6pm today and set off to queensway to find my camryn!!! I want that particular color but the website itself don't even has it. Argh! I need a pair of shoes kinda shoe like not flats heels or wedges sandals slippers slip ons whatever, I want SHOES. LOL. Now I'm considering Sperry liao. Oh the salesgirl in Left foot at Far East Plaza DAMN CHIO! Oh yah sidetracked. LOL. Anyway yah cannot find my CAMRYN! ): Vivo also don't have and I bought Gong cha home for my sister's and I. I'm such a good girl hor HAHAHA.

Typed quite a lot unknowingly.. oh well. Yah tired already although I slept a lot.

I'm tired tired tired! Gonna sleep like NAO. OYASUMI everyone~ :D

Facebook

2011-04-06T03:09:00.000+08:00

FUCK YEAH NOW EVERYONE CAN ADD ME ON FACEBOOK. :D

like who cares?!

Initially the person on Formspring say cannot find the 'add as friend' button on my FB page I thought cos his country Brunei blocked it or maybe is cos he unlucky den the browser never load for him or what. HAHAHHA but no leh, its really I restricted requested from everyone. I only allow friend's friend to add me. LOL.

I only found out today when Lovie said she cannot add me and lazy me have to go add her up on FB instead. I'm so cool I didn't know I set such a cool restrictions to avoid stalkersxz. Zai right? ^^v

And the person on Formspring I thought was some people want to disturb me then come impose as a Bruneian(whatever a person from Brunei is called). Like of all countries why Brunei right LOL. Kay I only started believing cos result shows that I have visitors to my blog from Brunei HAHAHAHA I famous 'internationally' ah HAHAHAHA don't come spoil my fantasy by telling me the truth behind everything anyway thanks LOL. So yeah wow Brunei siol.

-widest grin-

My money running low alrd. The month just started! Mannnnn... this is ridiculous........ what I spent on ah? -.-

I can't be like this forever.

2011-04-05T02:19:00.001+08:00

ARE THEY SISTERS?

Hahahahhahahaha! Both taken on Wunying's Birthday. One was her 19th, the other was her...

40th.

Oh well, as you can see the difference, I look as young as ever hor? (:

Ikr, I'm looking like shit in both the 'killer look attempt' picture but I uploaded cos they look funny leh! :D

Had orientation workshop today, was really fun! Went there with Sean, also partly cos Sean predicted that I will lost my way thereI think, hahaha. My group consist of 3 girls and 2 guys including me. I can't remember the name of the guys in my group but they were damn funny! Girls I had with me were Meo from Taka Armani and Lovie, another Blackjack girl beside my shop! :D

I never took any photo with them, sadly. But all went well la, they're really nice and fun! After all this I went to look for Rachel at Tampines Mall, walked around and spent quite a bit. Bought Kate's Eyeliner, tried it and think its seriously not bad! Holika Holika to my disappointment, haven't bring in their waterproof liquid eyeliner yet! ): Gibson accompanied me to wait for Rachel to knock off and we went for dinner together at some food court. And her colleague mistook us as sisters. Been long since someone did this la seriously! HAHA!

Hilarious conversation that got us all laughing while having dinner like there is no tomorrow and of course, I cried like a no tomorrow too hahahaha!

Gibson: Want any drink?
Me: -having runny nose- TISSUE! (Everyone knows drink stall sell packets of tissue yeah)
Rachel: -who always can't finish her drink thought I ordered drinks- SHARE LEH.

She thought I asked for a drink and asked me to share but what I requested from Gibson to get for me is just tissue... LOLOLOL.

Cabbed home later! (:

Then April Fool day played a prank on everyone.

Linxi's the mastermind. I started the whole prank solo cos I was bored that night, so I actually went to figure out how to change to in a relationship ALONE until he asked me to. Kns.

However, this turned out to be pretty successful for the fact that Melly bbm-ed me from UK as soon as this was done, Liyana and Wunying was so furious that they only got to know this through facebook like wtf, I gathered so much supporters etc. My sister, worst still. She asked me if I'm attached on the 3rd April when the status was already removed! LOL.

Aiya lazy alrd. Post other photos soon. ): TIRED. Keep having error uploading it to photobucket lately, so I used the image link from facebook zzz.

Miracles do happen

2011-03-31T23:43:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhh so fucking sad la this song I almost teared listening to it and watching the video just now, and I urge everyone to listen, play the youtube video I posted below lol! (: Hahahaha!

Ok, brief background about this singer, you MUST know. Oh and.. he is Chris Medina. Aiya actually he very famous cos of American Idol so I don't see the need but still I should just share his background la, in case in the future I forgot his story and who he is when I'm reading my blog post LOL!

"The 26-year-old aspiring singer from Illinois was engaged to marry Juliana Ramos, his longtime girlfriend, in December 2009. But two months before they were supposed to walk down the aisle, Juliana was involved in a major car accident. Tragically, the crash left her partially paralyzed and caused traumatic brain injuries. Medina continued on with her, not only as her fiancee but now as her primary caretaker. And he didn't give up singing."

Source: http://www.popeater.com/2011/02/25/chris-medina-juliana-jlo-cried/

His singles called What are Words, composed by Rodney Jerkins.

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

How every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am

And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them?

Omggg! Anyway I fell down today in the morning. Seems to be not very serious to me and my pain tolerance is high so like no biggie just that the plasma keep oozing out to heal it I think! But, everyone after seeing the wound told me its pretty serious. Omg lol! I dont know why am I such a clutz seriously. Sian! Oh and I think I'm just too used to falling on my knees and having abrasions, scraping it...... cos of skates! Hahahaha!

Sean's off day today and from tomorrow onwards he will be working as a full timer in Scotts Isetan's outlet. ): So sadddddd to not have him around to help me and play with me. Its just day one without him and we kept talking about his absence. LOL. ):

Hehehehe all of us excluding our Supervisor though, cos it was her off day yesterday!

And my hair is tied up cos Marie said I looked like SUDOKU LOLOLOL. She wanted to say Sadako but yeah. Hahahahaha and she did french braid for me zomggg super love but I forgot to take a peekture of it, I think I'm gonna bug her to do it again tomorrow teeheeeheeee!

I hope DMIT FOC 11/12 will be running super smoooooooooooothly and will be a memorable one for all campers and committees inside! :D

当守护变信念连泪水都很甜

2011-03-30T09:26:00.000+08:00

The sore throat.. will come either tonight or tomorrow morning. I'm not kidding. My voices feel very hoarse now and its really bad! ): I think I'm paranoid but my arms do look fleshier den usual to me, tell me I'm paranoid la ok. (:

I wish my eyes can be effortlessly big and doll-like leh. Save money la hor? HEHE :x

Oh I see the need to remove my braces already! Hehhh. And I miss everyone whom I've not been meeting, hopefully Gibson will come look for me soon along with Mingtjun! Gibson is getting a bbb teeheehee I can bbm/whatsapp him along with Mingtjun and Bernard next time already, so convenient la! Talking about my bbb, I need a new casing! Hope Linxi get me pretty ones from Vietnam, cos I'm told to use even when it suck. Fml lolol.

Work work work I have to go work soon. And Rachel is starting soon for TFS already, kns! LOL! Liyana also for her temp job in Starhub oh well! Kimberley another one, why all so zhun go tgt one huh? -.- Ok, I hope I can have time for all and be rich at the same time. LOL wtf.

Ok, gtg. BAI! (:

You can make it feel so real

2011-03-29T02:18:00.000+08:00

Just now went out to celebrate Wunying's birthday which falls on the 27th. It was my sister's bf birthday on the 28th and today when the clock struck 12, its Haoming's and my cousin's. LOL What a chain!

Hope wunying enjoyed her 40th birthday this year! I'll upload the photos soon yes! SOON. And epic joke of the day is the moment when the waitress walked to our table with the cake I reserved.

The cake was planted with FOUR lighted candles.

HAHAHAHAHAHA THE STAFF THOUGH ONE BIG CANDLE MEANS 5 YEARS WTF. No common sense sia, seriously NO COMMON SENSE! Its supposed to be 10 years per big candle isn't it. Anyway, that really got all of us laughing, its like so stupid la HAHAHA.

Yah lazy talk about anything else already! I keep thinking its Sunday when its already Monday. And photobucket upload my zilian webcam pictures so slow knn. I want sleep riao. Post one first. The rest I save for other post in future HAHAHAHA! (:

Goodnight! (((:

I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

2011-03-28T04:01:00.000+08:00

Indeed, the absent-minded character of mine were of good use. Remember the good, forget the bad. I'm sleepy but I really feel the need to blog yet I just couldn't come up with a proper thing to write or elaborate about. Not even photo updates. Ok fine, there's actually plenty of photos waiting to be upoaded onto facebook and posted here, I'm just lazy.

Its normal what. Being tired is normal for people like ME. (:

I bought a new dress today. Oh well. I'm always good and efficient when I'm shopping and running errands on my own. My colleagues were shocked when I told them I can shop alone. Weird? Sean said I'm very odd, sometimes I just find myself very typical though. Contradicting right. Cos eventually what everyone wants to achieve is uniqueness. Achieved it so now I'm going for the norm. LOL. Anyhowwww.. in addition, I bought Dollywink's eyeshadow too. Wah, knn damn sad I can't get the waterproof liquid eyeliner as recommended by Tianwenlee! I can never get enough of eyeliners la hor. Or, eye products except mascara I should say. Benefit's waterproof crayon eyeliner is good, so good that I think at the rate I'm using it, lifespan's estimated to be less than 3 months. The Benefit's eye definer is good too, the one I've been using since start of this year! Me and my cosmetic talks that no living souls except me understand oh well... life of a monolid girl. -.-

On top of everything I've rant about, I have to constantly remind myself to not splurge also.

Nvm! Holika Holika is opening in end of March at wisma already(this part talks about spending again wtf)! I'm waiting! I finished the eyeliner Jasmine bought for me from korea already! Love it so much I wanna buy like 5 sticks of it to stock up. HAHAHA! And I need to buy darkness's eyelash glue. I think its just some random brand brought in by Sasa? That glue is in black and good, have a thin brush applicator, I can use it as eyelid glue yay! Unlike my eyetalk, transparent but its definitely not for me. I need to live with thick eyeliners!

I'm totally in my own world talking about things that only I understand. Cool or what?

LOL. Whatever la. I need to sleep already! Nightynight!

Nothing that's worthwhile is ever easy

2011-03-24T00:42:00.000+08:00

I was in the bag. Damn joke, I know right. -.-

The other day I went back for prep camp that's held in school. No activities going on yet so I just hang around somewhere. Saw a mamasan bag in OC(Organising Committee) bunk, took and play with it. I managed to fit into the humungous bag LOL and Afiq took photo of me in it, toppling over and also took a video. Hahahaha they were planning to use it as night walk prop, sorry, it's use ME as a night walk prop. Whattttt the hellll hahaha!!! Sadly I just started working so I cannot anyhow apply leave la hor. D:

Some times work is really sian to the extend I volunteered to run around to do errands and chores. I don't really like slack jobs hahaha :x So there were also times whereby we all try the clothes. Luxury retail lehhh can't afford but NO HARM TRYING RIGHT NOTZ.

I like this dress. $290!
Round neck button down, bandaged skirt bottom.

Why no one inspired from this huh. I know I know, my taste weird right! ):
This one when displaying on hanger really looks typical. Like nothing much.

Suchs pretty piece when put on, its casual and naise but the price also like a nice hor. :x

Oh yah, I convinced the customer to try it todat and SHE BOUGHT IT CAN.
I is can sell de loh. (:

THIS TOGA IS A LONG TOP.

I'm so short it turned out to be a dress when its on me. ):
Recently, really a lot people commented to me telling me I'm short.Waraoeh. Sad face. ):

The cropped jeans cutting super awesome and its bleacheddd with zipper bottom! Unique! I don't like jeans though. Worst thing is I barely fit into it. I'm a 25, I SQUEEZED myself into a 24 cos I thought I'm real small size HAHAAHAHA LOSER MAX.

Old photos.

Sleepy. Baibai! (:

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

2011-03-20T07:07:00.001+08:00

Just caught this movie over at cine and reached home nearing 6am. Big Momma, typical comedy, funny plot, main purpose is to get the cinema roaring in laughter of course. But at 3+am sorta timing people wouldn't go for a movie I guess, the cinema is not even half-filled. Hahaha but the company I had definitely got me laughing even before the show starts, Peiqi Mingtjun Normam and Gibson! (:

Bump into Tammy along with her bf while we were waiting for the movie to start and then that's when I realised I really miss her a hell load. However, we can't occupy her for long considering the fact that she had her friend there waiting for her. ): If only I had my camera with me.. I only went out with my wallet & cell. Sucksxz! ): SAD. ):

Another thing that's dampening my mood is my weight gained I guess. No idea how much I've gained cos I've got no guts to weigh myself. yeah Ikr, stupid bimbo(without figure). -.- Work = Eat, this is totally me!! My double chin is even more prominent than ever I swear. Oh by the way I'm so gonna curl my hair already even though my sis is pretty against the idea of me doing so. Caught in between choices but I have the STRONG URGE to either cut it all short or curl it. Haiyo. Sucks man. What if I look bad in both, can I just go bald? -.- lol.

My shop plays so much mainstream songs I feel like downloading them now. Random muchhhh! :)

So far so good yeah, people can't take advantage of me regardless of how dumb I look on the outside! Still got some wits la! And I'm not like some scheming asshole who steal sales or look down on people so I'm generally well liked by people I guess.. HMMMM? Hahaha. Hope Sean won't be shifting, selfish of me but he really helped me a lot, I don't know how its gonna be like if he's appeal to become full-timer is successful. Oh gawd. ):

The moon is pretty. We're living beneath the same sky even when we're miles apart, you know?

Goodnight for now cos I'm sleepy sleepy sleepy! :)

There's a world out there that we should see

2011-03-17T09:30:00.000+08:00

I want to do something about my hair. -.-

My fringe is annoying the hell outta me, so long and unkempt!
Anyway. BYE. :)

Let's waiver together

2011-03-16T10:43:00.000+08:00

I have no idea how to rotate an image in blackberry, are there a way to do this? -.- I've never tried updating my blog via email with an image inside so yah, now I don't even know where this attached file will appear at LOL.

So anyway now its 30mins before the start of work. Got here super early cos I still have no idea how to manage my time, better to be early den late what hehe! Now sitting in mac nua-ing and updating blog! Yay update blog! :D

Anyhowwww~ I love my working hours!

I'm working retail now but I don't think I should share the details of workplace here, kinda inappropriate so please ask me personally if you want to know! :D who will bother sia now I wonder -.- And yes, retail from what you know of have shifts, store usually operate from 11am to near 11pm if there's housekeeping to do. But mine here, reach 1030am for housekeeping, then store operates from 11am to 730pm only! The location is at our disadvantage, staff told me we can only depend on regulars since its not a mall patronised by the locals. Okay, it simply means... COMMISSION VERY THE LOW LOW LOW! Lol. ): but its alright for me, so far everyone here is generally nice and fun to hang out with! :D

Dmit now having the freshmen preparation camps and official camp is gonna happen in a week or two's time! Feel so excited for them and I will try to fork out my time to go back!

Ok open shop already!!! Update soon again when I'm free~ :D

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Shortcomings

2011-03-14T01:54:00.001+08:00

I'm hungry hungry hungry. But I think I need to start having control of my diet again. I'm eating too much lately and I will be eating more already since I'm about to start working soon! D:

I'm gonna start work tomorrow oh. Glad my workplace is so near Shulin's, like just a street across and we can have lunch together. Hopefully our time tally! Haven't update Gibson and Mingtjun yet, maybe gonna give them a text soon. And I've locked my twitter but I will accept any following request. So...... whoever la, friends cousins friend's friend anything. (:

If I'm gonna work, I doubt I will have time for this space already. Think most of the time I'll rant on twitter and maybe once in a while just come back here? Or maybe I really no life until will come here every night. HAHA. But what's there to blog when more than half my day is spent working huh? LOL. -.-

Whatever. I love twitter.

And...................... I feel like getting android or iPhone. My berry is sucha disappointment last night, I'm losing faith in you already la berry. ): LOL.

Why last time when I'm in sec school nobody gives a damn about me and now that I graduated 3 years later people wanna make friends with me via facebook? Moreover most of them weren't from my batch. Close friends should know that my memory is bad and I know I tend to forget people. So whenever there's friend request with a lot mutual friends, I will accept it without much hesistation. If I rejected someone I knew but forgotten is damn paiseh la. However, now I think most of the time its people whom I really dunno that I accepted sia. Like this one, perfect example. LOL. Worst part about everything is, I hate making friends online.

I really think he trying to be funny luh. If its you, will you keep replying even after seeing my replies? -.- Hahahaha omg I never censor his name. My blog like not much people care so nvm la hor.

There's one even fb msg ask me care to make friends, I said no, he didn't persist on and said it's okay. So I guess he's not bad la. Also from qtss though.

What's with people from qtss sia seriously. -.-

Katy Perry - Mannequin

2011-03-13T14:18:00.003+08:00

In case people wondered where the previous post's title "If the past is the problem our future could solve them, baby." came from, its from this song by Katy Perry!

Katy Perry - Mannequin

How do I get closer to you
When you keep it all on mute
How will I know the right way to love you

Usually the Queen of figurin out
Breaking down a man is no work out
But I have no clue
How to get through to you

I wanna hit you just to see if you cry
I keep knockin' on wood, hopin there's a real boy inside

But you're not a man
You're just a Mannequin
I wish you could feel that my love is real
But you're not a man

I wish I could just turn you on
Put a battery in and make you talk
Even pull a string for you to say anything

But with you there is no guarantee
Only expired warranty
A bunch of broken parts
And I can't seem to find your heart

I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
I'm such a fool
This one's outta my hands
I can't put you back together again

Cause you're not a man
You're just a Mannequin
I wish you could feel that my love is real
But you're not a man
You're just a, a toy
Could you ever be a real, real boy
And understand
But you're not a man

If the past is the problem
Our future can solve them baby
I could bring you life if you let me inside baby
This will hurt but in the end You'll be a man

Cause you're not a man
You're just a Mannequin
I wish you could feel that my love is real
You're just a, a toy
Could you ever be a real, real boy
And understand
But you're not a man

Oh I'm bored, no one to head out with. Recently been randomly listening to songs, random like this, random like me! Stuck at home on a Sunday too, random much.

Not that bad actually, gonna read books while movies load. :D

Oh I wanna watch movies la ):

P.S. I'm locking my twitter. Bye stalkers. BYE!

If the past is the problem our future could solve them, baby.

2011-03-13T02:54:00.005+08:00

Going to bed after this blog post, time to switch and adjust back my bio clock. I will be starting work on Monday, have no idea how long I will stay in there but hopefully I can earn enough to pay my mom back, I was told I owe her 2.5k for my dental. Oh well. Think I will take around 5 months to be able to pay her back the full sum bearing in mind that I'm saving none for this period. Sucks siol.

Had combine dinner and dance on the 9th of March. School of Business(SB), School of Digital Media Infocomm Technology(DMIT) and School of Communication, Arts and Social Sciences(CASS). (:

I think my dressing is pretty casual compared to those who really made extra effort in picking and selecting the perfect dress/heels/hairdo/makeup for this day. And apparently I didn't put much thought into what to wear cos I only picked the dress out the day before from the wardrobe. Its one of those long lost item. Even my make up is a typical one, the heels also of the norm cos lazy get new pair already. Accessories also the usual dkny watch I will wear to dinners. How lazy. D:

Liyana and Shalini came over my house to prepare before the whole thing. The hair, the nails, the make ups etc etc. Hahaha. We were late for Liyana's rehearsal. Luckily my house is pretty near Marriott, we cabbed to town and got there within 15mins.

After D&D, a group of us went to Rebel for ladies night. Rachel, Wunying, Serene, Liyana, Cheryl, Weiern, Wan, Bruce, Alvin, Wangting, Leo, Hanfeng and Zhenli, these are the people whom I walked with from Marriott to Clarke Quay. Cheryl, Leo, Bruce, Wan and Weiern went off first though, they didn't spend the rest of the night with us. Not very fun but still I danced whole night away, thanks Wangting Alvin and co for shielding and guarding the girls hahaha! I don't really like Rebel and it kinda made me realised how much I miss Powerhouse, hor Rachel hor?

Ok I just realised the last photo includes those people who walked from Marriott to Clarke Quay!

Monopoly deal after party by the river and the guys got owned by Rachel and I deep deep. We're totally considering the property agent line after this already. Hahahahaha! Mac breakie and went off after talking so much nonsense. At one point I remember Wangting and I were listing out our physical flaws, never ending list of comparisons anyway. Straight bus home! Love my home location cos its so near the clubs I go. But so far I have only been to PH, Rebel/Zirca and Zouk before, the way I put it sound as though I went a lot of clubs right. HAHAHA. Can't even remember how Zouk is like actually, cos I'm only there once and its one and a half years ago. -.- Yes, I'm the girl that everyone thought frequent club as much as she goes home, hate my clubber face. -.-

My thigh ached so bad the following day after I woke up not cos of the heels I had on. You try down down down low low low more than 10 times a day and you will know how I feel. I strained my muscle too much all in a short day and moreover I hardly go clubbing anymore, that's why. Oh it suck. Hahaha my legs feel so wobbly!

My bare face! Peiqi and Yanying with me for the stayover. (:

On 10th, I spent my night at Yew Tee!!! Along with Tricia, Peiqi and Yanying. Had my dinner there, dinner was prepared by Tankimseng, so nice! (: Movie marathon-ed and sleepless night I experienced there. No idea what caught me up the whole night, I just couldn't sleep. Got up early and went to get contract done, looked for Shell thereafter at the IT fair.

Jasper and Likai were there at Epson's booth earning big bucks la. Likai's paid 12/hr being the demostrator omg, and still got commission sia omgomg! Mansell and all were at Samsung side and managed to ask them help me charge my berry cos it went flat. Rachel and Emily at somewhere selling accessories, tio kan by supervisor cos keep chatting with me hahaha :x A few familiar faces here and there. Met Liyana walked a few more rounds and off we go for dinner. Back with cookies for Rachel but got rejected. ):

Rushed home, got changed and passed Liyana her tote bag along with her other belongings she left behind before going D&D.

Gathering for Sec 2 classmates organised by Xingming. Only a handful of us turned up but still glad to see them after so long.

I'm like a vase there the whole time. Cos it was them doing the cooking and serving, hehehe feel so blessed! I just have to sit and wait, then the food will be on its way to me. HAHAHA!

Had a whole lot of stingrays, the sole reason for me to appear at BBQ. LOL. Ok la, I still will attend even if there's no Stingrays, its just that I really like it a lot. :D

Hahaha Hund's cap.

Hund out of the sudden attempt to choke slam me while I'm busy stuffing myself with stingray. -.- Then he said, "I want to do that to you for damn long already and I always see you in school but its at Foodcourt 5, if choke slam there very paiseh sia cos a lot people will see." LOL wtf right. -.- Oh and he asked me to go Zirca supposedly tonight but like you know, I'm here blogging away. Felt very bad to always reject his guestlist, I think I should go the next time he spin there. There was a time where he was the DJ spinning but I couldn't make it cos I'm working, totally in guilt when he mentioned it to me. T.T Ok ok next time. Hopefully by then I'm free and my legs free me from those aching! ):

Anyhow, there were other days when I'm out a town. Monday to meet Shulin. And Tuesday meet Nut. Did some catching up with one another's life, happy. (:

Shulin(:

Kimberley!!! Hahaha she and her bangs. LOL. China girl!!

My blackberry just got reformatted without my consent after a reboot. Oh fuck my life to infinity and beyond seriously. I'm so riled up because I lost ALL my smses, emails, bookmarks, saved autotexts etc etc. I just have to believe everything happens for a reason and shut up for now, stop swearing too. Concentrate on reinstalling the things yeah I should huh. Oh well oh well. Those smses.. gone for good la hor. ):

I don't know where is my berry's charger now omg. Sigh, I should feel glad instead alright, look at the bright side of life...! At least I'm not a victim for the tsunami, losing my phone's data is not a really big deal after all. Poor Japanese... D:

Be well and safe

2011-03-07T02:03:00.000+08:00

People tend to act differently in front of people they like right? I'm no exception. Hahahaha, that's what I think la. I tend to be more vulnerable and stupid when I'm with them. I don't think I'm really that dumb in fact, and I am serious! I am acting blur what.. not literally blur, although at times I'm just a bit more gullible than the norm. Oh well. Hahaha!

Some photos from facebook. :)

I looked so 憔悴, erm.. weak is the word I think. Like I'm sick or something. I'm forever stuck for dark eye circles already. Emo maximumsxz. ):

OHHH MY HAIR IS SO BLACK. I LOVE IT SO MUCH!! :D

Tourist shot by Jess's bf! Hahaha. The red bag contains ORH JIAN!!! :D

I miss Newton's stingray already luh, and Kangkonggg, sotong....... ahhhhhhh. FOOD!!! Hahaha. Omg Hokkien mee, I am craving for it. Yah without beansprouts. I HATE BEANSPROUTS!! ):<

Dig out some random photos again..

The mode so cute hor? :D

This photo got cut off right? :O
Hahahaha Liyana looks so cute. And I love my eye make up! (:

He knows you too well. Like how all my close friends read my like a book.
I'm so stubborn and I think I feel like taking neoprints!!

Anyhow, I'm going out with Nut on Tuesday! Should stop asking her to FUCK OFF already HAHAHAHA if not later she refuse to take neoprints with me HOW? Hahahahehehe bringing dresses for her to try on Tuesday also, I have so many dresses lying around at home. I'm trying to make full use of them nowadays by trying to go out in dresses as often as I can. Let's see how long this gonna last till I'm back to shorts and top, both are comfy to me anyway.

Ok, I'm done being random. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D

It's not existent but we just keep believing

2011-03-05T04:20:00.003+08:00

Omg bad photo but whatever! Just finished this, I find it nice ehhhhhhhhh hehehe. :D

And there's a lot more that I feel like reading now, oh yeah I'm back to reading after stopping for some time. Just don't really have the mood to bake recently. But I do feel like sewing something up for myself. I'm this random you know! :D

Today's interview is not bad, not as bad as previous one at least! (:
The store manager's so sweet I really like the both of them. Hahaha!

Shopped around ION while waiting for Gibson and Ber to look for me, just when I wanted to withdraw money to buy Caramel popcorns den I realised my card is with Gib, depressing eh. ): Oh yah, I can fit into a 24" waist jeans leh, totally proud. Just let me believe that I'm back to my previous size alright? What a deluded moron everyone must be saying, or am I paranoid? -.- LOL. Cos I really gained quite a bit since 2 years ago. Worst is, the weight gained is at a pretty constant rate. Zzzzzzz!

Bernard left us to look for Aiting at her workplace, so its the usual aimless souls roaming around again lol. Paragon, Orchard Central, Centre Point. DAIRY QUEEN'S 3 BERRY BLAST IS OMFGDELICIOUS(have to emphasize once again), dinner later at MOS burger ahhh I love fast food, fried food, junk food, unhealthy food ETC ETC. Teeheehee. Waited a while more while Mingtjun & co finish their movie then meet up with birthday boy Norman, Mingtjun and Peiqi, rolled from left and right in the car as usual. Get to try Udders for the first time, omgomg nice! But... I still miss Ice Cream Chef! Had some caramel thingy ice cream.. super satisfying. I want to dapao the whole tub home, yumyum. Hahaha.

Everyone's troubled about what to wear for Dinner and Dance. I think I'm very bo chup sia. I am a girl I should be thirsty for attention too............. but really can't be arse about it this time round. What's happening to me omg hahaha. Mad.

I like people to formspring me cos its a sign to show that people still reads my blog. OH! Okay I shall take it as I want attention, please formspring me something! ): I like seeing things in inbox, if not I'll feel like deleting my formspring like Rachel already, since its pretty redundant. ):

FORMSPRING

I can't image if I were to do this every month cos I really feel like deleting it everytime when my inbox is left stagnant for too long. -.-

I talk to myself like a mad woman now cos I'm tired tired tired already. Oh well. Its like I'm suffering from split personality with my inner thoughts all typed out... -.-

P.S. Found my reasons to move on, have you?
P.S.S. WTF. I saw someone googled something very ridiculous and end up back here. I minimized its appearance on search engine la so give it up. (:

我不是一定要你回來　只是當又把回憶翻開

2011-03-03T07:08:00.000+08:00

Too bright HAHAHA, I made the adjustment like this by accident and I looked like a ghost, damn act chio some more. -facepalm-

Thick black hair, but its so frizzy. Fail.

Photos photos photos.

Ok I'm sorry, I really got the habit of repeating something thrice when I'm typing. I don't talk like that in reality, I will sound pretty moronic if I were to do so, I know. Hahaha! Eh, 'hahaha' is not included in the repeating a word thrice habit thing. Lol.

I know I'm always posting photos of me in the usual same super bright bracey smile, boring act cute pout, same thickly lined (act one) big eyes shot. I just love to update my blog with my face la, so next time in future comparisons can be done easier to see if I gained any grams! Ok fine, full of excuses. I just love to blog about my photos, me and my camwhore shots. Meh.

(..... the uploading super long leh I wanna sleep already omg.)

I'm pretty obsessed with purple lately! Saw it? PURPLE TOP! Hahaha kay kidding about the top but I'm serious. My blog is purple in colour too... :D

I love berry drinks to infinity and beyond!!! (:

When my fringe is too long for me to handle. ):

But I let it down later in the day cos its really ugly, my face is so unbearably fat lolol!

And I look so horrendous without concealer!!! Like a zombie you know omg.

Shell(:

That day with Jess, the wind was crazily strong somehow. Hahaha!

Wrong mode, I set Minimize frame or something, my camera's program. So apparently it only focus Jess. :x

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Jess and her bf, so cute tgt hor? :D

Tourist-y feel? Meh.

Liyana(:

BEN&JERRY :D
The caramel, LOOK AT THE CARAMEL. LOL :D

Dimsum -.- so fcuking full I almost puke. Stupid Mingtjun anyhow order.
But still very happy when I'm with Mingtjun and Gibson.

So much stunts everytime I can never get sick of going out with them! :D

My concealer very obvious when I on flash.. Idky! :O

Rilakkuma Peiqi bought to put in the car. So cute!!

Done with picturessssssssss :D

I waited so long for his presence, I don't wanna let it all go to waste so I'm still waiting for him to build up his courage. Very stupid meh? Hmmm quite. Okay, whatever!

I'm only truthful to myself over at my livejournal. I don't trust easily. Why uh?

And so far I've watched Just go with it, No strings attached, I am Number Four, It's a great great world, Never let me go(pure crap), What women want. I'm still very into watching movies, so, any takers? LOL!

Happy kid

2011-03-02T02:35:00.000+08:00

Its March already! (:

I feel lazy so I'm just gonna list down things I did in point form. I am really lazy and I just wanna hurry go remove make up and rest on the sofa to read my book!

Yesterday (28/1)

Skate at ECP.
Hokkien mee and black carrot cake!!
The kitty from Inline Culture ECP we named it Miumiu is super tiny and cute!!!
Slacked at Bedok a while, Rachel's new estate.
Took bus 5 and felt like a loser after the ride. Meh.
Liyana overnight at my haos, watched a show with too many casts lol.

Today (1/3)

Paid school fees.
Ate lunch with Linxi.
GOT NEW EYELINERS!!!
Played Segway with Weiern FUN but scary LOL. Awesome!!
Watched boring movie till I slept omg.
Reached home by 12am! Feeling accomplished.

Trying very hard to look demure already, don't laugh!!! Last warning.

I'm going movie tomorrow teeheehee. And I miss Orange Julius's 3Berry Blast! I wanna wanna wanna grab that drink tomorrow before movie!! Ok blog photos soon! :D

Movies movies movies!

Because people change, and hearts move on.

2011-02-25T21:13:00.001+08:00

I WANNA GO FOR A MOVIE! I WANNA GO FOR A MOVIE! I WANNA GO FOR A MOVIE!

Bring me out to one, anyone? :D

Hi Nut, movie and Asian Kitchen soon? (((:

SEE, MANGO SAGO! Its like a naise la, I miss it. Let's go have it soon okok? Stop leaving me anonymous formspring questions hor, last warning. Please put your name. LOL.

Looking at my old blog post whenever I'm bored, to see how much I've changed.
I don't think change much anyway. (:

A year odd ago working at some event with Tong! Hahaha my brown hair's so bimbotic I miss it so bad nao. Hurrr.

With Benjamin's new white guitar back then. I carried it for him!
Days when I will just go out with only eyeliner and I don't even have braces on oh. :O

2years ago. I look chui la I know that zz! My curls not bad what? ):

I'm bored bored bored nao.

I didn't go out today and I don't really hate rainy days now, I feel quite happy. & I didn't go for skating the other day cos its drizzling over my side and Linxi told me its gonna rain in the east anyway so I just sat by the window and watched the rain for a while before heading out. Idky I did that, my dad questioned me that time too. LOL. Weird much!

Oh on that day, wanted to go ECP to chill with the Liyana, Shell and Shalini but I TOOK THE WRONG BUS. Blur. But anyway I alighted at Parkway Parade, Bought KOI and roamed around on my own. That day is the day when I'm in the tube, look at posts below. Hahaha.

My dad keep mentioning orh jian since yesterday, and just now he's so hyped out when he saw orh jian on tv. I think he's craving for one real bad. Hahaha cute much.

Ok, anyway I'm lazy to bathe leh. D:

You give me premature ventricular contractions. ♥

2011-02-25T02:57:00.004+08:00

Been staying out on my own, trying very hard to go home after 10, and possibly near 11 if can. Sadly, I can't stay out the whole night anymore. I'm trying my best to compromise too, but I don't wish to let my ears suffer you see.

I hate to be a rebel but she's really pushing me to my limits the other time. I hate feeling angry because after all that, what's left is disappointment and I'll feel depressed. What the heck right, anyone out there feels the same way like I do?

Me myself can't believe it either, I really want to waste my time so bad I actually walked home from Bouna Vista just now. Worst still, I roamed around Bouna Vista around for at least half an hour before I actually figured out which is the direction I should be heading. I painstakingly walked halfway through to Dover MRT following the below railway tracks only to realise that its the other direction I should be heading towards. How awesome uh. I totally suck at directions all of a sudden, failed at taking trains never mind since I've always hated travelling with train. But this morning I lost my way when travelling on bus. This, I find it too ridiculous. Cannot. Accept. The. Fact. I really thought I'm good with buses, turned out likewise. I'm losing faith in every fucking thing. Stupid. Oh I just sweared eh.

Then after I lost my way, I CABBED. I hate cabbing and I'm budget like that uh hur. Even though I love communicating with strangers like cab uncles etc, I really don't like it when I have to make decision on which route to take whatever la. I'm bad with directions what. Hur.

Anyhow I just read through tumblr and came across a quote. It says, "I let too many things that are out of my control get to me. I just need to focus on being happy."

Ok fine, let's try to be happier. :D

Today, went for a pointless graduation talk which no one bothered about attendance marking. By the way, if I knew it gonna be like this, I would have just went out than to keep having it postponed again and again. I wish it will just get pushed to 3 months later somehow but Idky la lol.

I'm done with the paragraph above and I realised it's no where near happy, dumb.

Try again. LOL.

After the talk, we went to NTU Alumni thingy at Bouna Vista for Karaoke. Was all groggy and sleepy but once I got in there, kinda hyped. Hehehe. Sang all emo nemo chinese songs that I loved all times, I really favour a lot chinese songs over my english mainstreams I have in my iPod. Liyana and Shalini, the two non-chinese + korean siao, they have their kpop fever acted up so immediate once they're in there and its scary HAHAHA. I keep screwing awesome songs up and commenting on MVs with sexy ladies. KATY PERRY!!! Mad love. LOL. Ahhh good times. :D

Kay considered happy alrd. (:

My recent blog post, I keep contradicting myself every now and then. One moment I'm grieving and talking about all the bad happenings, next moment I try too hard to cheer myself up. I just exposed myself omg haha kay. Just let me be, its just for time being, soon I'll be back to myself!

I wanna share videos la, some english songs we sang today. :D

Colbie Caillat - I never told you

Cheryl Cole - Parachute

The Script - Breakever

I'm getting lazy already although its just 3 videos I youtubed. Tomorrow I have no plans and I have to find somewhere to go, yet again. Other than fighting against my own wretched feelings. I'm alright on my own, have always been fine being alone. (:

P.S. Walao, I seriously hope to stop feeling so miserable. Can things just get better on its own not? Lol.

P.S.S. Soon, I'm gonna blame my new blog design for everything alrd I tell you, change design change design!!!

P.S.S.S. Hahahaha Buona Vista* Lazy edit one by one oh wellsxz!

Single Eyelid(s)

2011-02-24T04:09:00.003+08:00

I'm so muddle headed recently. Keep taking the wrong transport thinking it will go to my ideal destination. And taking wrong direction of train, forgetting to alight etc. What's happening to me? LOL.

My face feels naked without glasses and I took a lot of failed shots without it. Eventually I gave up, decided to just get do with this instead.

I wore a tube out today. Its a big deal, to me. :x

Surprisingly my tube etc didn't slide much and I didn't adjust it like all the time. No, 'they' didn't grow at all... HAHAHA, its just that this tube is slightly tighter compared to the others that I own I think. I hate wearing tubes for one sole reason. They're usually too big. Kay wrong, obviously the problem lies with me, I'm too flat. Zzz lol.

Everyone keep mocking at me since young. & since I can't beat them, I JOINED THEM!! Hahaha.

Oh talking about my face. Cos its either I wear glasses or I go blind without degrees and vainity acts up, my lashes all on with eyeshadow etc. This face up there, only got eyeliner. But in fact right, I spammed a lot eyeliner today. Just feel like it. Hahaha.

However, like my title said, I HAVE SINGLE EYELID. (I don't know is it single eyelids or single eyelid cos I have 2 eyes and each has a lid lolol, my english sucks.)

So no matter how much eyeliner I use, MOST OF IT sure crease up and end up looking like less than 30% of what I have applied. Idk how single eye lid-ed eyes can do it, amazing.

Let me show you!!! Lol.

Damn ugly but whatever la lol.

So damn thick.

And when I open my eyes to the biggest.
(My eye brows lift until tired max I swear, this is the biggest I can go alrd lol)

ALL THE EYELINER GONE LEH.

My hand desperately covering my face's babyfat like there's no tomorrow, Ikr LOL.

Walao, now you know why I'm always broke, eyeliner's fault. Hahaha.

But I really cannot live without it. ):

Hahahaha I'm going for Club21 interview tomorrow, I hope they want me.

GOODNIGHT(((:

P.S. I keep waiting but it isn't coming... why? Hahaha.

Your flaw?

2011-02-23T02:43:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired I hope that I can sleep right away after this is published. I'm skating tomorrow at ECP. Looking forward to it cos skating is one of the method to stray myself away from those awful thoughts. Yes yes, escape from it whenever I can, I know that. So, can you just let me be like this once more, pretty please?

How can someone be so oblivious of how other people feel?

Why must you be the one that lacks a caring heart. Perhaps I lack one too, to not be able to feel the need of you doing all this. I hate all the commotions. Worst of all, I hate being at home. I'm really upset, and its not cos of period/pms whatever. I'm not having moodswing. I should just keep reading my blog header's quote to make myself feel better.

Anyway I passed my FTT, I want to save up to take pracs and eventually get my license as soon as I can. But I really have got no idea when will I be able to do so. Aiya fuck it. I should be happy that I passed. Hahaha, got the same result as BTT omg I study very hard ah. Hardworking me, I should totally reward myself with a new eyeliner already LOL.

Okay okay, sleep now. Goodnight. (:

Motivation

2011-02-22T01:50:00.002+08:00

Its from tumblr. I just changed my tumblr to make it look like this blogskin, kind of failed trying to grab Liyana's theme to edit. I have no idea how to edit tumblr's stuff hahahaha loser maximum. Partly cos I'm lazy too, I just don't believe I'm that lousy in html. Hahaha oh gosh.

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Hahahahahahaha I copy pasted it after typing once la, duh.

My facebook I just updated my CNY album and added 2 albums. Don't feel like uploading the photos here cos its like outdated leh. Idk la, maybe next time. Not in the mood now. Must do out a nice nice resume liao, and prepare my certs, pack them in a file. But first thing first, I need to study for FTT tomorrow. Don't let me waste another 6 bucks la please. Hahaha.

My blogskin like a messy, no time edit the miscellenous stuff, don't feel like having a side bar for now. But its like sooner or later I will use a side bar one. Standard. Haha. Kay end hereeeee.

P.S. My sister bought a brand new Prada bag from Macau, nearing 2k. I'm imagining she, holding my Diploma Cert instead of her Prada bag now HAHAHAHAHA. My school fees oh no LOL.

Consistency

2011-02-20T08:29:00.002+08:00

As much as I wanna get an iPhone4, I couldn't.

Firstly, I don't have the money, duh! Hahaha. Secondly, I will never abandon my blackberry. I'm loving every part of it except web browsing experience and the facebook's interface for blackberry! Nonetheless, my blackberry is like too cute to resist kind of thing. Moreover, it's from my sisters so the value is too much to trade off for an awesome iPhone4.

However, iPhone4's camera really pretty tempting for a camwhore like me. Hor Rachel hor? Hahaha!

Ohhhh! Good morning everyone~

I'm blogging lesser and lesser as years go by. Why oh why?

Below are some photos that I'm tagged in from facebook! I love sharing photos in my blog, yah chio photos of me. Definitely must filter la, my image must maintain. Must maintain. Must. Hahahahaha whatever!

I'm starting to think I love Rachel's iPhone more than Rachel now. HAHAHAHAHA oh crap.

No la, I still love you. :D

I'm missing my cousin already. Gonna ask them out for movies soon I hope. (:

Was talking about 'me' to Mingtjun and Gibson just now while prawning, yah la so full of myself right? I know I am. Hahaha! Whatever it is la, I'm not in the right state of mind now since I didn't sleep for the whole night.

I mind how people think of me, A LOT. Somehow la. Other than Kimberley(SORRY FOR SPELLING YOUR NAME WRONGLY HAHAHAHAHA Yesyes I know that I suck), my closest friends is none other than the two guys already, Gibson and Mingtjun. And I DARE SAY, we will never be together as couple or whatsoever. I really mean what I say! Hehe.

Was asking them if I were simple minded, Gibson said that I am, only to a certain extent! I think a lot when it comes to practical stuff. There is always a reason behind everything I do, he mentioned this too. And Mingtjun talked about relationship, he said I was never in a proper one before, I don't deny. Talking about it, kinda disheartening you know. No idea why people still turn to me for advises when they face relationship problems since I have never been into a proper one, maybe I LOOK LIKE A PRO AH? Hahaha!

Its wrong to say I've never been on a date before like I told plenty. I should say 'I've never been to a date with a boyfriend', that's more like it! Probably also cos of this, I freak out on dates with guys I know having other motives I think. So much insecurities that I have within me, how to be myself when I'm always on the verge of running away whenever I'm on a date. Right not?

Right now, ever since his message tells me about all the impossibilities the other day, I'm not even pinning hopes as much as I want to. Although I believe it didn't totally die off just like that but like there's nothing I can do about it eh! Hahaha. I'm just waiting for time to pass me by and see what else I can waste my life on while doing nothing about it. Cos even if I want move on and give up, like many knows, its not easy to do so la. And even if I move on, what's next? Pointless thinking so much now anyway, so end up, I stay put and do nothing. Back to square one. What's my initial decision eh? Hahaha!

Should I like go for a nap before my dental at 1030am? Lol. I'm desperate to switch my bio clock back to normal but seemingly impossible now for the fact that I really want to enjoy life before I start working. My mom is already nagging for my to get a job asap so as to support myself, and soon enough, the family. She's serious about it, I heard her rigidness when she talked to me about it.

Kay, I gotta hurry publish this before my laptop dies on me, I'm comfortably lying at the sofa now while blogging. Can I live my life like this forever? Hahaha dream on, I know I know.. Oh well.

Hannah, whatever. Lolol.

I never told you

2011-02-18T00:20:00.003+08:00

Everything ended today afternoon. Was so tired I knock out within 5 seconds everytime I settled down with somewhere to sit or a position to rest. And yes, I slept throughout the whole car ride home. Set in to coma when my body goes wobbly and literally slammed onto the mattress at home. Lol, skip reading the lengthy stuff below.. seriously. All these are for memories' sake so I'm noting them down hehe. (:

Monday, went to Choa chu kang as soon as movie finished. "No Strings Attached" mad awesome with Liyana, Shalini and Wunying. Too much sex scenes though. But, yah the show is like illustrating them as sex partners to us, they are not couple, just sex friends. LOL.

Wangting came to look for me at 10pm at Cck, chat till around 12! My elder cousin find us suspicious alone at the shelter behind where they were, so came to look for me and Wangting to disturb. I advertised Wangting to my cousinsxz when he left hahahaha. :x Wanted to stay there till as late as I can to accompany my dad initially, but at around 2am, my dad asked me to follow my cousin home instead. So I overnight at Yew tee that night. Yes, me staying out is partly because I see a need to escape again. Seek comfort in things I do, do things I like, not forgetting spending quality time with my cousins while I can! Hahaha.

Woke up around 3pm on Tuesday, was busy with eating the CNY goodies at her house every waking moments I have. LOL! Cousin came to fetch us over to Cck again then! (Yes I got a lot of cousins) Reached there in time for dinner, perfect! Then 2 hours later it was supper, and then on, I have supper every 2 hours with whatever that's left. I'm gaining weight like mad for sure. Omgomgomg yah! I didn't brush my teeth the whole day omgomg, cos my cousin forgot to pass me toothbrush after I reminded her to. All that lasted me was a rinse with listerine eh omg. Gross out at the thought of it too, its not just you. -.-

Oh, while I was at Cck right, I didn't just eat and eat there although most of the time I do that you know! In between, I did help to pack up the place and played MONOPOLY DEAL and other card games with my cousins. I think I overused the word "cousins", I should start using their names now LOL. Tankimseng(I always call him by full name idky) like addicted to Monopoly Deal totally. There was once we were so bored, Tankimseng Peiqi Yanying and I, we played daidee and Monopoly Deal BOTH GAMES together. No idea how we managed that but come to think of it, its so ridiculous.

Went back to Yewtee around 4am that night. Peiqi came to join me for the stayover too! :D Shared the bed with Yanying, we were so bored while we're on bed and we kind of explored her android's application. I almost died hiding my laughter, she downloaded the hypnotising application to see if it works. And all the app does was preaching about idk what omggg lol.

Next day, got up at 3pm. Saw Yulin, my image gone in front of her already. She saw me in my nude face, worst still, the just wake up grumpy look hahaha! Awesome lunch cooked my Yanying and Tankimseng! KIMCHI STEW omggg. Talking about them, whoever that is their partner in the future surely is blessed. Household chores, cooking, babysitting, taking care of elderlies, they can do it all. Kay, I just advertised my cousin did I? -.- Let's go back to the KIMCHI STEW lolol! Although I really dislike udon, but the rice cakes inside was yummy to the max! :D

I'm always ecstatic when talking about food, I know.

Tankimseng like a pro also omg, after the kimchi stew, he found a lot of eggs and bread, then he decided to make egg mayo sandwiches. Btw, he's studying culinary skills in Shatec nao! Hahaha, egg mayo no big deal yes, BUT HE MADE THE MAYONAISE FROM SCRATCH! No kraft nor anything, just oil egg etc etc idk what is his other ingredients. The taste is just like the original! :O

The same old routine, Ahmui came fetch us with Xiaogu. So many unknown names now lol. Then this time round, overnight there. Tankimseng, Peiqi Yanying and me, we all went to the playground at night, and talked about.. kay I can't remember what we talked about already! Just pretty surprised we're still so close even when we hardly meet, and we only got closer last time cos of my grandma's funeral, spent 7 full days together, if not we only meet each other during CNY! Haha.

That night, Yanying Peiqi went home, only me and Tankimseng stayed throughout. Blackjack with distant relative and Cousin in law Eric as bankers. I lost $20 LOL zzz, my dad lost around $50? His winnings from Mahjong 25% gone! The tiredness only came after breakfast! Breakfast was prepared by Tankimseng and sixth aunt in law, his mom la. Super nice omgomgomggg, and everyone was laughing at Tankimseng dozing off while stirring the porridge LOL. I ate 4 bowls, FOUR FRIGGING BOWLS of porridge. My aunties were consoling me telling that its okay, it all is only equivalent to one big bowl of porridge. I need to slim down for real sia omg.

I'm hungry nao. Byebye.

P.S; Stop making things hard for yourself, and for me. Be like how you used to be, please. I'm always alright on my own too. Can we leave things as it is till 3 months later?

P.S.S; Bad stuffsxz come one after another, tomorrow is last already kay, LAST. End of poly life. Sigh!

P.S.S.S; http://uuutopia.blogspot.com/2010/02/leo.html I suddenly found this post cos I was wondering what did I do for last year's Vday. Oh, now I know why, and its really just me like I've said huh.

Not typical

2011-02-14T06:36:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!

I hope everyone is happy, and by happy I hope its because everyone feel loved on this very day, be it their partner, family or friends! Everyone deserved to be loved especially on this special day! Don't forget to be appreciative as well alrightie? (:

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have! (:

Got feel the love not? Hahahaha Liyana planned the pose, like a weird only.
But funny right! :x

Tomorrow(Today) is not as simple as I thought it might be. I have to run around for quite a bit I guess, its not because I'm like a popular. Its just that I really have stuff on hand for me to handle and get busy with these few days. Not saying it is a chore, because I know I am supposed to do.Things are pretty messy for now, I just hope everything goes fine tomorrow. I need lots of time oh god. How?

I think I really sucks as a friend, seriously. I need to do some reflection already. Oh mannnnn!!! )):

Kay, goodbye!

End of Poly Life

2011-02-13T06:02:00.001+08:00

ARE YOU SERIOUS?!

Hahahahaha, oh well. Its for real, omfg serious 3 years passed by so fast! Friday is like the official last day of school, and next week is semester test week. Yes I do have a test on Friday but who cares.. lol whoooops.

I had my last presentation on the last day of school, my FYP Presentation.
I had my last assignment interview on the last day of school, my BRCOM module.
I had my last assignment submission on the last day of school, my elective WHICH ISN'T DONE YET.

LOL.

Have to wait for Liyana to upload the photos, and Rachel as well. My camera is with my sister and she's in Macau enjoying herself. I got new profile picture to use, but its in Shell's iPhone! Hahahaha funny. Her phone got more photos of me than herself, confirm she's cursing me at the back nao, I can totally imagine it. "Buy what blackberry, keep using my iPhone4 to take photos all the time you asshole." Hahaha my bb camera lousy right!

Shall upload what I have in facebook. Thank you iPhone4, I love iPhone4. Hahahaha!

FRONT CAMERA FTW. Heh!

I'm so bored at home. Bored to bits omggg! Finally I'm done with FYP and that I have nothing much to do since ETH I have got no idea how to continue. Worst of all, I'm not allowed out by my mom like just after I'm all prepared. If only my dad is at home, he who knew my situation will definitely let me out. And yah, also cos he super love me that's why hahaha! I'm such a spoilt brat.

Did our work in the lab and prepared for presentation, I fell asleep. Dreamt about some random stuff, omg hahahaa I hope it won't come true. Crap. -.- Changed places like 2 times cos every class seems to be occupied zzz, can't even prepare in peace somehow. Then presentation ended around 5pm odd. Last group to present and not much questions for us also cos its kinda late, everyone wants to be home I guess. Hahahah! We went to DISM lab, took photos while we're still in formal wear! Head over to town, they ate Manhattan fish market while I slept. Liyana's laughter was so loud I can hear it when I'm semi conscious lol wtf.

Surprisingly, I'm very much awake after that. Met Linxi and went out till 2am odd? I can't remember, only recall losing our way most of the time HAHAHA. Whatever it is, yes I'm homed safely at 3am.

Went to bed as soon as I'm done with the D&D document and email, sucks la. Must really thanks Stanley for helping me find people for the table, supposedly my job but I was too busy with FYP. And initially he asked me help out for his booth, well I did agree. But I guess he knew how tight my schedule were so he didn't bother asking me. Feel so zzz, like he as a president that had already stepped down and still coping his work so well, and me just like the past? One word, lousy. :/ Argh.

Why do I own so many pink stuff? I don't totally love pink. But I'm always carrying pink bags most of the time. The longchamp the chapalang bag from taiwan and the sling burberry. And yes my pink laptop bag. Then the pinkberry, my pink planner that's stuck with me for its 2nd year already. What the hell.

I think I blogged a bit too much. Omg I heard the birds chirping.. LOL I wanna go town for shopping tomorrow leh. omg zzz! Kay sleep I need to sleep nao! From tomorrow onwards I will try to sleep by 12am already, healthy lifestyle starts tomorrow. BYEBYE SLEEPLESS NIGHTSXZ!!

P.S. OH CRAP. I JUST REALISED EVEN MY BLOG IS PINK.

Moody

2011-02-11T02:20:00.001+08:00

I'm very moody. I'm very unhappy. I'm not supposed to feel this way.

But.

I can't help it. Urghhh. ):

LOOK at her, she's so slim!!
I wanna be skinny and tall like Serene Tan can?! ):

Tomorrow is my FYP presentation already, last presentation in SP already. Good luck to me kayyy. And good luck to my fellow group mates too. (:

And.. I'm active on formspring nao. Ask me question.
Thanks. Haha.

That 'Haha' so awkward ikr. ):

Yah really kinda weird. I'm weird.

Oh. What's all that I did in the past for, I asked myself once again.
Saw some stuff, affected me a bit. Hur. And I kinda felt her pain cos I went through the exact same thing, did the exact same thing, like in a stalker mode totally. Yes I did the same last time seriously and I feel stupid nao.

So now what?

AND WHY AM I SO RANDOM? ohwells.

LOVE, ME by Collin Raye! (:

(This is the best I can find already! Old song has got no MV and no one made the lyrics one..)

But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

Like a sweet only, heard this song covered by some guy today.
That guy really can serenade sia. Hahaha!

Yup, I feel so SO SO much better after blogging you knowwwwwwwww.

Friday please hurry be here

2011-02-08T06:40:00.000+08:00

I wanted this since foreverrrrrrrr, saw this design few months back and it was love at first sight kind. LOL. Checked a few online shoe sites that I know of, they have the design but its not available in pink. They only have the cream and black one. Hur.

Alright I'm just being random la. ):

Recently my formspring is quite active? I don't know who's the one questioning me though, the person chose to be anonymous. Hahaha, pretty weird answering but fun still.

Tagboard spammed by bots, annoying much. Thus, I'm removing it. Anything just post in formspring alright, and I'll definitely give a reply there then! You no longer have to be afraid I'll ignore your tag. Hahaha, actually I read them, its just that I'm lazy reply. How to ignore eh, this is my space after all.

Webcammed with Wangting yesterday cos he want to haolian his present!

He's like super unglam, and while this was taken, I was over at Liyana's house chionging FYP.

Time to settle down ah tingboy.. must think about future already.... LOL. Hehehe.

Always end up like this when DC from group conversation. Funny how FCFC as a casual clique turn out to be a FYP group and the group chat now becomes a FYP discussion spot. -.-

Thanks Liyana for helping me with the editting for this 2 days! Stayover at her house last night and we talked about how open minded we are, shockingly scary sometimes. HAHAHA.

Oh, I love my family a lot. Really, really a lot. Some of us were sitting at the living room just now chit chatting. For your info, it started around 2am. LOL. -.-

And they mentioned that if I were to get a bf from other religion they will disown me. I myself EXPECTED THIS beforehand of course, but its so funny when they tell it in my face. The scene kinda epic, and they stared at me wondering the one I'm going after is a christian wtf. I will do filtering one leh! Hur. But of course, they're not totally serious about it la, just joke nia.... right nottttt? Hmm... lol.

As usual also, I'm questioned why didn't I consider my filthy rich childhood friend and him(rich guy B who is already attached now). LOL. EVEN MY AUNTIE ASKED ME THE SAME? Save me from it la, please. -.-

Sister bf suddenly randomly mention that I look really really different with and without make up.

Ikr. Hahaha!

Anyway, I had very nicely fold on my lids with eyelid glue and very nice eyeliner yesterday.
Although my eyes are still small.

Minimal make up already!

Teehee, Liyana's lap, taken outside lab.

And Liyana is mentioned in all my entry uh? OMG? LOL.

Yes this post full of random things.

P.S. I hope my uncle will recover soon. :/ along with everyone that's falling sick!
P.S.S I hope friday COME REAL SOON. And by then hopefully I can go SKATE!

什么?发生什么事?

2011-02-05T06:40:00.001+08:00

Me lovelovelove make ups to infinity and BEYONDDD.
Its my interest what! Hehe.

Happy Chinese New Year to all non existing readers there(:

I find it so hard to communicate with my relatives in Indonesia when I was there yesterday for a night cos its Chinese New Year! Everyone's fluent in Malay and Teochew. Everytime the aunties question or talk me in Teochew, its either I take 10times slower den normal people to reply or I just...... "huh?" Its quite paiseh to not be able to respond back you know. Argh... so loserish. LOL.

Then of cos, aku tak farham Bahasa Melayu(Sg's Malay Language), dan Bahasa Indonesia(Indon's Malay Language) LAGI JIALAT ONLY. Hahahahahahahaha!

Still love Liyana nonetheless, least I learnt that BIT from her, which is enough for me to ... erm.. ask for water, price, food, spoons and playing with my baby cousin. Oh well... the malay language in Indon and SG is different but I'm still happy.. cos the waiter knew I was asking for a spoon when I spoke in Melayu to him. JOKE. "kasih lagi satu sudu" thats what I said yahhhhh.. huh? LOL. Ahhhhhhhhhh I feel so fail. Zzzz..

My little baby cousin love me a lot oh! Unsure of his age though.. 3? He stick to me almost the whole time on the 2nd day, I was trying my best to kick him aside, but no, can't bear to also. LOL. He keeps blabbering to me in Malay, and sometimes if I'm lucky then it'll be Teochew. Told ya, they're fluent in it.. & even the kids. ):

Cos the previous time when I was there was 2 years back(I didn't go back the previous CNY), I'm really forgotten by some of them already. All they knew was, she(my mom) have 3 daughters. I was mistaken as my cousin's girlfriend even.... -.- fml. And there's really quite a handful of them that can not recognise me, so its like when I went in the house, they who saw me entering the gates ask out to check if I'm really Huixuan? Eh you guys serious? LOL.

The CNY 2 years ago I had my eye make ups on eh! Therefore I shall conclude that I really overdo my eye make up this time round. Hahaha. Or............ am I really....... easily........ forgotten..... ))))):

That insignificant uh?

Kay let's move on. LOL.

First day...... bored to bones so I took cousin's iPhone4 spam front camera photos and instant update Facebook. Teehee! Me love iPhone4!!! :D

Aiya, kay I want put up photos already. So narcissistic BUTTTT....... WHATEVER. Teeheehee!

Second sister. Looooooveeeeesxzsxz!! (:

With my mom, we're in a cab.

Took some random ones to post...

"EH, TAKE PICTURES WITH ORANGES LA." that explains the picture.. hahaha!

The one in toga beside me like hot ah.. why my cousin look so good without make up eh? Sucks LOL. Her dimples so prominent too! Hurrrr! ):

This cousin, she's like super perverted I swear, keep grabbing my waist and exclaim stuff like "very nice to grab leh". What sia. LOL. Omggg.

Sister without heels and apparently I'm of same height as her without heels too you see....... LOL. Love her maxi, don't you? :D

Harbour Bay jetty is like super near ooh!

Lovelove! :D

Exposing my hamburger cheeks. LOL.

Super sticky baby cousin! Everyone calls him Wenwen, I have no idea what's his real name.

And his sister's names are like(in order of age) Ah Ling(Natalie), Ah Girl(Noviena?), Ah Na(Vivian?), Ah Mei(Liana?) and Yuriki. Not very sure of their real names cos I never addressed them by their real names before, no one does at that house. LOL. Oh all my aunties SUPPOSED to call me AH XUAN, but I'm always mistaken as my second sister idky and ended up being AH YI? -.- Moreover my sister and I, we're like 6 years apart, I really have no idea why such mistake is made among us LOL. Oh well...

最爱! Teehee. :D And love this photo ttm too, cos she looks super sweet here. (:

On ferry back home in the evening...

Went back to the shop house terrace thingy Idk what that kinda house is called exactly. Its the old house we used to visit that belongs to my grandpa, feels more homey over there! :x

Nothing else to talk bout already oh~

Hmm AM I REALLY THAT INSIGNIFICANT? LOL. Oh man I'm still at it...(the topic above)

D: HAHAHA~

P.S. As days goes by..... I thought its normal to feel this way. Then I realised, ITS REALLY NORMAL. LOL. Maybe it won't work out, but I will try my very best till then. Hehehe time will tell (:

P.P.S. Oh btw, JUST NOW SOMETHING MAJOR TURN OFF HAPPENED. Urghhhh, he totally suck! D:

Something to look back at

2011-02-01T05:15:00.000+08:00

I'm some sort done with poster I hope? I don't know uhhhhhhh~ Liyana's second poster a bit way too comfusing, I tried figuring and mess with my layers, everything don't go well. Every single thing. Pretty disappointed in myself, I don't get why I can't start a poster from scratch at all. Cracking my poor brain inside out already and still to no avail. Sian.

And why am I blogging now you wonder huh. Its cos I can't sleep stressfully. Don't dare to sleep stressfully. Blogging can help relieve stress for me. Haiiiiiiiiiiii don't like don't like.

Anyway, few days back I removed myself from soAPta MSN group. They tried adding me back but its like kind of a failure cos I really don't see any notification. Omggg oppps. :O

Hi, soAPta. (:

No, I'm not eating at that time, I just have a mouthful of braces. Hahahahaha.

Ohhhhhh byebye brown hair.. I miss you already. ):
Byebye brown bun. I miss bunning my brown hair.

My skin became even more dry now as compared to last time. Sad. Lazy moisturize.. how?
My nails turning more brittle too!!
So many bad stuffsxz zomg.

Okay, so why am I so negative all of a sudden? LOL.
Must be the rain. Hahaha, alrightie it isn't. I'm just moody cos I'm hungry now. ):

Found two post that I can read over and over again. No idea why... I miss doing 30days challenge!!! Its alright if you don't know what I'm talking about. LOL. I'm tired. Oh tired girl.

http://uuutopia.blogspot.com/2010/08/day-18-plansdreamsgoals-you-have.html
http://uuutopia.blogspot.com/2010/09/just-another-post.html

Why do I always think so much huh? Tell me why oh why.
I'm sucha confusing girl.

Am I someone that whines for attention blatantly or someone that acts as if everything is okay?

I always thought I'm the latter, but now I think again. I guess I am really the former, no doubt LOL.
I whine incredibly a lot.

-stares at Liyana for confirmation-

晚安~ 我知道我很罗嗦!
Night everyone. Omggg hahaha.

P.S. Yeah Chinese New Year IS JUST 2 DAYS AWAY.
P.S.S Best of luck for your presentation. (((:

Tumblr

2011-01-30T19:32:00.000+08:00

Love is the longing for the half of ourselves we have lost.
(via insidemyuniverse)

(via leilockheart)

Ahhhhhhhhhhh sometimes I really love tumblr. (((((:

Fact, I constantly feels insecure. ☹

2011-01-30T04:07:00.002+08:00

That title is so meeeee. Hahahaha, its my twitter bio by the way. Or description? Kay whatever. Its there since... I have no idea when but I've always been like that since young. I really feel insecure all the time, its not a joke. Now that you know, I very zai at acting tough right. Omggg. Hahaha ohhhh I realised I keep omgg-ing at everything recently, what's wrong with me? -.-

Noooo, the focus is not my pyjamas, I know its kinda distracting and cute heh! But.. There's really a major difference in me!! Can you see? And omggg, look at my double chins. LOL!!

Compare it with this.

Not the eyes, not the face!!
I know my face like a round but nooooo....

Can't you seeeeeeeeee..... I GOT NO MORE BROWN HAIRRR!

OH, and the dye I used was expired, only saw the due date after my dad is done with helping me spreading the mixture. Omggg. Hahaha let's hope my head don't rot. Hopehope! Not forgetting, I'm going for hair treatment soon, die frizzy hair, DIE. :D

I feel so random!

Trying to stay awake in class that dayyyyyy(idk which day), I resort to doing this.

Hahahahahahahaaha unglam max but funny. Everyone is ugly omgggg. You realised, we squashed our mouth, but that's not the only thing that ruined our face. Look at our noses, its round like a ball.

ONE GOOD POINT, my face is finally not round anymore. -proud-

Oh well. On a Sunday(I forgot which), I went for my dental and stunned by my dentist's words.

"IT SHOULD BE DONE IN TWO MONTHS TIME.."

Omgggggggggg noooooooooo. You know my face is fat and it really became fatter as time goes by. (Nvm, even if you don't know, just act as if you do alright, lemme continue my ranting!) So I always push the blame to my braces for my fat face since my sis and dad always tells me that my face is round partly due to braces too. (and I secretly think so too now hehe. Although a part of me strong believes they really tried their very best to console me LOL)

Soooo, WHAT IF I DON'T HAVE MY BRACES ANYMORE AND MY ROUND FACE REMAIN AS ROUND AS EVER?

LOL. Then, I only got myself to blame for being such a glutton already. And I have to go on diet? Omg, or exercise? Hurrrr nooooo 我不要我不要! ):

Of cos that's not the main reason on why I don't want it removed! Honestly speaking, I really love my braces, I feel VERY attached to it already. I can't imagine I'll have to live with the 4k smile without any prove its 4k anymore ehhhhhhhhh. Sigh.

No more christmas theme, halloween theme, chinese new year theme, hari raya theme, whatever theme already. Kay actually I didn't even try Hari raya theme before. Hahahahaha. But I did for the rest kay! There're once I even had rainbow braces, all 7 colours. I'm such a colourful person.

I dislike black. I am learning to appreciate rainy days, but I still can't bring myself to.
Such a depressing weather leh. LOL.

Ok. One last thing. I want to brag can? HAHAHAHAHAHA my awesome sister.
As usual, my gel nails luh. The last time I had it was...... starting of school, October. Then I removed it and never bothered to get another set.

But CHINESE NEW YEAR is round the corner already! Hehehehe!

My nails suit my sister's bb(First pic) more. Hur.

And my fingers are ugly, wrinkly like an old woman. Must be cos I do too much housework. (Convince self)
Hahaha alright, I have a maid at home la. These wrinkly hands are passed down by my mom+dad, genes.

See it for yourself.

My second sister's hand. LOL.

Her nails super new year with all the flowers. LOL. So nice, I want a set like this next time round! Hehehe.

Its the first time I tried rounded tip for nails also. Suit me better compared to usual squared tips in my opinion. Although its usually more old-fashioned and matured looking. NO, NOT DAJIEJIE. Ahem.

Ahhhhhhhh yah! She did nails 3 sets of gel nails today, mine and 2 of her friends.

Chanel inspired hehe. 3D nails

CNY bling. Most basic one tone bling gel coating.

OMG SHE TOOK MY MUG. My daiso $2 mug so cute hor? Hehehe.

I'm sounding psychotic now cos I need sleep already! Shall watermark the these photos first. Hurhur. It's gonna be in a mess cos I'm anyhowly doing it in photobucket so pardon me this time urghhhh!

Omggg & I can't wait for everything to be over! And we'll be freeeeee to go out! (((((:

I love you just the way you are

2011-01-28T02:49:00.001+08:00

Hanging out with Liyana for the past three years and she's the one who exposed me to A LOT of music stuffsxz. Yeah, seriously its her hahaha! From her, I learnt what's a "cover". In case you don't, cover means they do a cover of the song that is not originally sang by them........ kay I don't know how to put it in lay man terms, so ignore me and just listen to the songs la. LOL.

But ehhhhhhh! Its the FIRST TIME, I saw someone from youtube(credits to Liyana for the intro) singing a cover of the song but having the lyrics changed to a reply to the orginal song! Awww, sweet to the max! Superman by Joe Brooks is the original! And YOU HAVE TO see the girl's reply! Must! (:

Superman - Joe Brooks

There are no words, to paint a picture of you girl
Your eyes, those curves, it's like you're from some other world
You walk my way, oh God is so frustrating

So why do I disappear when you come near
It makes me feel so small
Why do I blow my lines, most every time
Like I got no chance at all

If I could be your superman
I'd fly you to the stars and back again
'cause everytime you touched my hand
You feel my powers running through your veins
But I can only write this song
And tell you that I'm not that strong
'Cause I'm no superman
I hope you like me as I am

It aint no lie
I have to tell you how I feel
cause Each time
I try it gets a little more unreal
you say my name
oh god I can't stop shaking

So why do I disappear when you come near
It makes me feel so small

If I could read your mind,
Girl would I find, any trace of me at all.

If I could be your superman
I'd fly you to the stars and back again
Cause everytime you touched my hand
You feel my powers running through your veins
But I can only write this song
And tell you that I'm not that strong
Cause I'm no superman
I hope you like me as I am

If I could be your superman
I'd fly you to the stars and back again
'Cause everytime you touched my hand
You feel my powers running through your veins
But I can only write this song
And tell you that I'm not that strong
'cause I'm no supermaaaan
I hope you like me as I am

Superman response - itsmePAULINA

You have it all

With ever look deeper I fall

The sun's in your smile

Heart beats so fast, it's run 10 miles

I sing this song

In hopes that you will listen

So why do you fade away when I say "hey"

Or see you over there

I love your silly lines don't have to try

Now I know how much you care

Don't need to be a superman

To fly me to the stars and back again

I wish that you would hold my hand

So I can feel the power of us against the wind

Babe, you don't need a cape for me to appreciate

Cause you're my shining star

I love you just the way you are

It's a bird, it's a plane

I'll be your Lois Lane

And in my eyes you can beat the kryptonite

You're so strong

In your arms is where I belong

So why do you fade away when I say "hey"

Or see you over there

I love your silly lines don't have to try

Now I know how much you care

Don't need to be a superman

To fly me to the stars and back again

I wish that you would hold my hand

So I can feel the power of us against the wind

Babe, you don't need a cape for me to appreciate

Cause you're my shining star

I love you just the way you are

P.S. I did the lyrics in class now while I'm bored... kay not bored. Its just me, refuse to do my work. Oh well, no wonder my gpa is so lousy LOL

Late nights

2011-01-21T03:50:00.000+08:00

I uploaded this picture before, I know. :)
In this picture, I remember I'm drinking honey red tea! And I totally feel like drinking it now! Cos my throat feels kinda sore after staying up till late for a few consecutive nights. Oh well.

Needless to say, I definitely don't have the freaking time to queue at KOI nowadays.

Weird me. I like short fringe. I miss my short fringe.

But when they're short, I find them too short.
And finally when they grow longer, I will think to myself that short fringe is nicer.

LOL wtf right. -.-

My life with FYP is indeed horrifying.
Been staying up for almost EVERYNIGHT cos have to hurry clear assignments and today we did our first compilation. Horrible.

Errors everywhere.

I think I'm more or less done. Left with email and disable date selection for future dates. Kay, I can see no one understand what I'm saying. -.- And you know what? I also have to do the main page out and poster. LOL. Yeah, I just WANT to keep on babbling. -.-

SMILE :B
I'm tired and I just want to blog. Ohhhhhhhhhhhh. Gotta turn in now. (:
I don't know why and how, but I know what I want. (:

RANTING

2011-01-18T00:30:00.001+08:00

I went out today and bought... can say so its nothing. I just randomly picked a F21 long sleeve top thats slightly more appealing than the rest I saw. I'm desperate to spend, seriously.

I very much wanted to pamper myself cos its been long since...... I. buy. anything. above. 20. LOL.

That's Gibson's perception of me. "Anything above $20 you call it expensive."

):

I don't deny.

However, today I really tried my very best to look for my sandals.
For the previous few months I keep buying wedges. They are the few things I own that's above 20, cos not only they're chio, they makes me look taller by 10cm each time I'm on them. LOL.
Please loh, I'm not so stingy for my sandals can(not like usually). Although I tried Far East first, but there's really none of the kind I'm looking for! So I WENT TO CHARLES & KEITH. They never give me any chance to buy anything from them either. I went to both the Marina outlet, and Vivo's! Then I was so desperate, I went to all other shoe shops that's in Vivo since its my last stop there and I still couldn't find any. So sian that I eventually walked in NUM. Fact is... I hate slippers! (that's why my red havainas is rotting now and once used as bathroom slippers lol)

I wanna get me and Kim a pair each. THEN THEY DON'T HAVE OUR SIZES EITHER. WALAO. I really wanted the flipflops -.- Why my feet is sized 38? WHY? -.- Why can't it be 37? Or like extreme small and petite cos it'd be all cute or CUTE MAX, why? ):

Angry uh! So I try to find something decent for cny. A dress or something. BUT TO NO AVAIL EITHER. ): Topshop F21 etc. So angry I wanna just grab the ugly fred perry dress and make purchase LOL. Ugly to me cos I really don't know how to appreciate.

But its alright I did my rantings at my twitter and now on blog. Previously while I'm msn-ing, my niece likka cute! Came and rest on my thigh and my dad who saw what happened asked me where I got the kid from! Wth hahaha! Made me felt so much better.. (:

And yes, I love today's companion although the fact that I didn't get to buy anything SUCKS. -.-

Suddenly thought of this song yesterday! Hahaha(:

And opppps, this post was meant to be posted on 17 Jan, I'm slow! Happy birthday to Weehong & Jan!

Bored

2011-01-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

Finally have enough sleep and I'm all geared up since 11am for FYP. Been sitting on this roller chair for the past 4hours to do my work. I'm starting to rot. ):

Everytime when there's FYP at hand to do, I will feel like blogging, facebook-ing, chatting on MSN, shopping, sleeping etc you name it, everything but work. Even when I really have nothing to blog, or there's nothing at facebook for me to camp for and fact is, usually I'm never really active on facebook and msn. LOL. Its just that I am really in depair and want to procrastinate. But still, I have to do my work..

So, bye. Back to FYP. :( LOL.

P.S. Been long since I felt this way.

Likka tired only

2011-01-14T07:01:00.001+08:00

I can't go to sleep now, or else I won't be able to wake up later for my 930am class. Shall spam photos~ :) PHOTOS OF ME, I don't really know when were they taken, I just dig from my webcam folder yeah. :D

And recently I stopped putting eyelashes alrd. Lazy + eyesight getting worser so I'm trying my best to not worsen it!

Glasses and eyeliner everyday. Simple. (:

Byebye. I'm yawning away alrd~

P.S. I'm working at Expo on Saturday. Madness.

Like a CHEESECAKE

2011-01-11T01:57:00.000+08:00

My title, inspired from my fellow classmate for 3 years. -.- She was too hungry at Anchor Point just now and out of nowhere she babbled, "LIKE A CHEESECAKE." Rhyme?

Like a G6. LOL.

This friend of mine, IS AMAZINGLY "CUTE". Yout can't possibly find a duplicate of her anywhere. :D

So, I've been busy with my FYP as you all know, and this friend of mine is doing her work beside me. For my course, IT, of course we do database and programming for website! Then this friend of mine was trying to test codes with the database, with her own data and personal particulars.

Its almost like filling up an application form which requires your name, address, contacts etc.

And since I've alrd done that part, she encountered a problem and she asked me..

"Do I use a dash(-) or slash(/) eh?"

I looked over to see what field is she keying in....

its..

HOUSE NO.

Stunned for some time at her screen and burst out laughing.. I saw her typing "10-12"

HAHAHAHA SHE THOUGHT IT WAS ASKING FOR HER HOUSE'S UNIT NUMBER, BUT NO, IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HER HOUSE PHONE NUMBER. -.-

Hahaha, ok. I am not gonna name her, you all who know her should know who she is.

Needless for more elaborations already.

Ok, back on track. BLOG ABOUT USS.
I realised the importance of my blog when I look through my old posts and realised my memory of the incident is so vague I could hardly remember who's involve or what happened sometimes o(╥﹏╥)o

:)

I went to Universal Studio Singapore on the New Year Day and Resort World Sentosa for a stay overnight with a mix of family + friends! Eye opener indeed, for I've not been there(Hotel & USS) before and we've got hold of the USS Express Super Peak Pass! We, refering to..

Excluding the four creatures behind.

My childhood playmates when I always frequent Malaysia during my kindergarten to primary sch times! ♥

Here are the award winners like, Best GIRLFRIEND, Best DAUGHTER, Best HUSBAND.
He had that in hand cos I randomly pick one out of the lot to hurry take a pic together LOL. :x

Reason being for my trophy.. I know I wll never get to be one. And needless to say I WILL BE the Best Wife and I need no acknowledgement in the future next time of course.(That's if anyone still wants me lolol) So since I have no chance to be a Best Girlfriend, HERE. :D

Teehee.

Ok, its been long since we three get to hang out together to play! Lemme count.. probably, 7years? No, I am serious, its that long! :(

That boy, Yongquan, he's already 16 this year, me 19 and cousin, Yannong at 18. Oh I'm old. -_- lol.

But of course we aren't too old for the RIDES! Man I love love love those rides even when some is only catered for kids! LOL~

I don't care if its gonna bore you, just skip the text like how people always do if you want! I am gonna talk about the rides I remember taking with my friends! :)

SCI-FI CITY
It was our first stop! Ok, lame lah, THE ROLLER COASTER NOT OPENED. I wished so hard its open and that I would be killed right at the first ride after a expected long queue. And if I survive, I will chiong for a second ride with my Express Ticket in hand, for I could bypass the queue...

I MUST HAOLIAN...

since I got the Express Ticket!!! LOL.

Of course, THANKS TO Yongquan's mom! ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

Ok, I shall continue... lolol.

For the first ride, we took the.. Accelerator a.k.a TEACUP. Since its just there and no harm to take it anyway. -.-

Other than that was pictures..

that's what happens all the time actually, but I'm just gonna post some. :)

The 2 ladies don't look like they're from Sci-fi City, I know. But I think we just happen to pass by New York that was beside Sci-fi City. Hahahahaha.

ANCIENT EGYPT
They have one of the best rides! Or should I say best? Lol!!

Revenge of the Mummy IS DARN GOOD. Full of quite a lot unexpected thrills ahead. Must not miss, don't waste your ticket money seriously! Cos for us, the queue was like a short in the beginning, hence we didn't use our Express privilege!!! Smart move of ours ok! Cos it was so nice, we couldn't resist to take it again. Gaaaaaaaah, madness.The queue when we finished our ride was kinda long, 30mins? So we used our Express pass and got through & WE GRAB THE FRONTMOST SEATS. Even my Malaysians friends are kiasu like me kay, I'm not alone. Lolol.

Ride finished, satisfied. :) Move on and we saw Treasure Hunters. Queue Time was 60mins. Seems attractive but the queue was long so we used our Express Pass. HAHAHA I pity people who queued so long. -.-

Cos. Its. So. Boring. -.-

Its just a sight-seeing ride and we can't wait to get off and explore the other areas. LOL.

Waste of time. But the stare we received from people queueing there is kinda hard core. ._.

JURASSIC PARK.
Oh fun fun! One of the VERY NICE RIDE is here too.

I think we took it twice too! CANOPY FLYER. Shiok, I took it barefoot cos I need to air my feet. The rainy weather is BAD. But nonetheless, not a total mood spoiler, we don't have the time for it. LOL. Oh anyway, cos the ride leave your legs DANGLING IN THE AIR, half the time, I felt like I was about to kick the trees or my leg is going to be caught it those green nets. -.-

Dino-soarin was so-so, we got kinda high over the controls we had at our seat. We can levitate and drop as and when we want. Feel so young. :D LOL.

Ahhhhhh best part it here. We finally bought rain coats. LOL!!!

The ride, Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure actually will get you wet so its suggested to buy raincoats! Not very enjoyable after all you know, we didn't get ourselves wet sadly. Cos we're all prepared to be soaked even further.. lol. They made us share the white raft float thingy with 5 others and it's them who were wet at the end, lol chui. The small kid's spec kinda flew from his face cos of the splash. ._.

FAR FAR AWAY
Ahhhhhhhh FULL OF AWESOMENESS. Cos we had our meals there at Goldilocks, hungry...... :(

We found his lookalike. LOL.

Enchated Airways. FUN, or.. AT LEAST IT GOT ME SCREAMING. -.- Lol. All those I listed as fun usually got me screaming. ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

The queue was alright, not as much people as we thought and we took twice with the Express Tickets!!

Hmmm.. I can't remember other rides, or are there even any? :/

Then we stayed in the Merchandise there for VERY LONG. And guess who I saw?

:D

Dne, Tricia and JASMINE. Hahahahahaha cute!

Lol plushiesssss.

Shrek's Palm Print heh!

We watched the 4D show, Shrek 4-D Adventure as well, IT WAS SO GOOD cos I'm as usual a moutain tortise to all this. LOL.

MADAGASCAR
King Julien's Beach Party-Go-Round, a.k.a Merry Go Round. LOL. For kids, but we took it anyway. Like hardly have the chance to be on Merry Go Round whattttttttttttttttttt. :D

My fat face, its round like me!!! Except that my eyes are tiny ._.

PENGUIN!!!!!!!! Hahahahaha "you didn't see anything........"

:D

Hollywood & New York
Uh, like no games? -.-

Its SHOPPING TIME!!!!!!!! But we didn't buy much in fact. -.-

We're so worn out at the end actually, hahaha! We just sit around and try to finish our $5 coupons for food and gifts! Bought nachos ice creams and drinks to share. :) Like the old days when our moms will all go karaoke and we're left alone after swimming, sharing dinners together cos we dont have much cash with us. We felt especially drained from swimming then, of cos we resort to digging whatever we have in pockets and buy A LOT to share! -.-

PICTURES. Selected a few to share.. cos I have like a lot from USS. Lolol -.-!

Shall end of with..

My fat face :D

2010: Tough

2010-12-31T06:48:00.001+08:00

Its coming to an end once again, its the 20^th last day of the year I'm going through today. Soon I'll be celebrating my end of teenage also! Its feels like it was just yesterday that I graduated from Queenstown Sec.. but sadly in just 4 months time I will be bidding goodbye to SP already(that's if I can my grades can survive till then lol).

Living my life optimistically like what I've always been doing. This is one characteristic of me that I will never ever kick. Even at my worst days of the year, I tell myself that there'll always be sunshine after rain! And this year have countless number of days like that! Sucky max.

But its alright, I'm still fine after all because what doesn't kill me makes me stronger. Love how challenging this year is to me, made me wiser and work harder for everything I'm in. :D

All sorts of thoughts running through my mind, except for one which is the blogging content. I'm just babbling incoherently as you can see. LOL.

Hahaha. Would love to list down people to thanks and show my gratitude towards, but there seems to be a lot this year? Not just some usual close-friends-only list, there's also a number of people whom I still have memories of although my encounter of them is barely a week.

Oh well, skip that shall we? Since its the thought that counts!! :)

Let's go through what I did for this year 2010 and i will post my solo photo for every month. :x *dig blog archives*

JANUARY

New Year countdown with soAPta? Don't really remember but I have XJ & WL's photo with me(:

Meet up with lovelies(:

I look fat.

February

Sakae Sushi gathering with Sec sch mates. Loved(:

CNY house hop with SPmates(:

My beloved cousins during cny(:

The story behind this dustbin is pretty memorable YET NOT WORTH REMEMBERING. But it was so hilarious that I couldn't help but to blog about it still even though this happened like almost a week ago, 5 days. :O

See those adapters, they belong to Liyana and Rachel, ITS THOSE ADAPTERS. But when Liyana tried to complain to us, about the adapter being so close to the filthy bin that contain all the left over chicken bones and junks. She said...

"EH OUR BIN SO NEAR THOSE ADAPTERS."

Random memorable funny happening in school(:

I look fat.

March

Clubbed with bunch of SPmates(:

Went Dmit D&D(:

Wunying's Birthday(:

I look fat.

April

DMIT FOC 10/11, first time as an Event Chair(:

FOP with Alexia baby(:

Pre-ITP(internship) briefing, first time looking nice in candid(:

I look fat.

May

Necklace from Wunying & Liyana(:

Meet up with Sec sch clique(:

Randomly baked very nice muffins(:

Yesterday I missed my dinner after work so when I got home, I was super hungry! Dx

Me: I'm hungry, I wanna eat something soupy! ):
Dad: Kkkkkkkkkkk.

*dad cooked instant noodles for me*

Me: Thank you :D

And I ate finish all, the sausages egg and noodles! But.. Stil hungry so I went to drink water.

With the bottle in hand, my dad stared at me. -.-

He's up to something.

AND YES.

HE SAID.

"You must be real hungry, I cooked 2 packets and you ate all."

FML.

Funny conversation with my dad that happened in May(:

I look fat.

June

Random Red Bow Hairtie, Ripped jeans & Laceback Top I diy-ed(:

Annelis Birthday(:

Neoprint and Movie date with most loved Nut(:

Marina Barrage with FCFC(:

Same show as Twin(:

I look fat.

July

Birthday in school(:

MOM: *points at McDonalds on Queensway Shopping Center lvl 2*, meimei what is that?
NIECE: *Looks at my mom's finger* ....... ONE!

Niece & Mom's conversation(:

Talentime(:

My lovely presents(:

I look fat.

August

Secondary 3 Classmate gathering(:

Movie date(:

Family Gathering(:

Secondary School clique gathering(:

Random work with Serene(:

Very awesome ladies night at PH(:

I look fat.

September

Random day before I'm off to work(:

Starbucks home delivery by Mingtjun(:

Liyana's Birthday(:

BKK trip and back with Pinkberry(:

I look fat.

October

BBQ(:

Back to school(:

Liyana's dance class & I rmb my new denim wedges(:

Very flat hurrr, tanning with Twin(:

Lovelies Gathering(:

One world day(:

I look fat.

November

Shalini's Birthday(:

Random baby when I'm working for Canon(:

Rachel's Birthday(:

FYP Phase 1 Presentation(:

I look fat.

December

Shell at work(:

Audience for Liyana at SP Star(:

Trip to Tiong Playground(:

Work at Expo Megatexfor Canon(:

FCFC surprise Xmas visit at work(:

I look fat.

So... what do you think remained the same throughout the year? :o

Hiatus

2010-12-30T01:30:00.000+08:00

Anyone misses me? :)

I've been busy working previously. No celebrations for Christmas/Boxing Day/Lunar Riceball festival. Even after my 10 long days of work from 17th to 26th, I didn't get my rest though!

Yesterday sleptover at Rachel's, today at Shalini's. All for you, FYP.

And I'm all prepared to fail my FTT tomorrow.
Oh well.. :(

I hope everyone is having fun though, without me is fine, celebrate on behalf of me! :)

I miss blogging. ><

Electric Mixer

2010-12-14T05:44:00.000+08:00

Anyone wanna get me Christmas presents? Save the effort ok. Fund me for an electric mixer instead. LOL.

I will love you to infinity and beyond. ♥

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Choice?

2010-12-13T04:22:00.000+08:00

Its not I want to.

More like I HAVE to.

I'm not given a choice but I am trying very hard to make everything better for myself.. I tried to looked into everywhere for this bit of joy among a whole lot of miseries to feel happy about in my life.

Optimistic much. ._.

Digress a bit. I'm going Universal Studio Singapore on the New Year! What a good start for me! I hope its successful, got to thank my mom and her friends for the offer. I think it will cost a bomb, will it? Booking it for a festive season and I guess she will be staying at RWS! Oh myyy.... I wonder if I can crash cos I've never been there before. Lol.

And ECP still feels like home after so long! I went to skate with FCFC on Friday. So happy~ Up slopes, weavings, speeding yada! Hahaha. And what I learnt in school really helps a lot, idky but just find them helpful. :x Gotta practice more stairs! Haha. ^^

Nothing more for me to babble eh. :o

Ohhh while I was talking to Weiern...

1) Be more disciplined, have more self-discipline.
2) Spend more time on studies than anything else. (seems impossible)
3) Have someone to depend on, or rather, learn to be dependent.
4) Stop abusing my gadgets and let them live longer.
5) Be a better person. :)
6) Stop going out so frequently and don't overnight unnecessarily.
7) Learn to be satisfied with what I have and possess.

my last year's resolution. All but 3 and 5 came true. :)

Looked through my old blog post..

Hahahahahahaha my hair so short last time.
And I missing the old hangouts I used to have.. oh wells.

No idea

2010-12-12T04:31:00.000+08:00

Took this with Ber's iPhone4's front camera. That's the day before he went off.... o:
The lousy quality made me look less flawed uh? Haha. No idea~

I went out with my beloved Alexia and Prescilla today(11/12). I don't know how long has it been already, the times when we just stick together and talk, talk and talk. LOL. Even when we're in the same school, same club, we hardly get to see one another cos of our hectic schedules.

And, I can't be an advisor, at all. -.- I can't give advices, what I do is just there to listen and listen(most of the times I feel useless also cos of this lolololol). Cos that's what I always do. Always. -.-

LOL.

But heyyyyyyyyy, I had fun today! :)

Bad start though.
When I was making my way to town, alighted over at John Little's bus stop and while I was texting and walking, at the corner of my eyes I saw a guy approaching me but of course I didn't bother.

But we're so close and HE GREETED ME WITH A LOUD HI. Loud enough to stun me and he was so closed that I got a shock.

Fuck this shit.

Next moment when I looked up with a O.O fucking stunned face, he said sorry.

It was DAMN RUDE. And HELL, it was scary.
He's at his mid twenties going thirty? -.-

In desperate need to get out of shock state so I dialled Liyana. T.T T.T T.T
Thank god she picked up... and fyi I still feel the shock in me now. ):next topic k? ):

Looked for dresses with Alexia and Prescilla along with their partners. Ohhhhh THAT'S THE ONLY TIME I SEE A NEED OF BOYFRIEND. Urrhhhhhh I guess? XD Bump into Cheryl in Cine haha! Oh bump into Jan too I remembered!

And Ngamun~ ^^ was kinda expecting to see her although I don't know where in town will she be at, all I know is she's there from her tweets. :x

After we're done, I make my way to Tampines Giant for Shell, the route there was eerie. So dark and foreign. :/ Good experience though, cos I've never been there before.

Played around with her and her iPhone. I start loving iPhone4 already, Can take photos with front camera..

ahhhhhhhhh heavenly. :)

There was once when Haoming was stoning, staring into space. To his surprise I just randomly(what I'm usually like) smacked the board that he rested his hands on and exclaimed a "OI". He JERKED. That's so Liyana -.- LOL!!! He's like so embarrassed afterwards, joke sia. :x Rachel also funny, shout in her microphone to get Haoming's attention when Haoming ignore her intentionally LOL!!! Attention seeking couple _|_

Next, I led them to the ulu bus stop to take bus, and I ran for mine. LOL.

Head over to Parkway Starbucks look for Mingtjun.
Had skim milk again........ ORGASMIC. LOL! ^^

Ate the Old Fashioned Rasberry(the weird donut that Liyana likes), luckily she didn't buy it the other time can? It was awful omg. The Old Fashioned Chocolate was WAY BETTER! :x
Had the other marked out food too, sandwiches croissants yada~ :D

After Mingtjun knocked off, went to ChinaTown to eat supper. Fattening much. -.-

I typed a lot already. Tired. and. Bye. ~ (:

I'm not perfect. But I keep trying.

2010-12-08T04:21:00.000+08:00

Very tired trying to keep up with everything.. you know!
Not trying to be emotional, I'm physically tired cos I just don't sleep. LOL.

I watch drama/variety(WGM!!!) online, I bake, I cook, I do fyp, I read blogs(at least 1.5hours a day on average?), I watch videos, I blogshop(but don't buy), I watch tv, I facebook/msn/twitter.

All in all, I just don't sleep. -.-

Its 4am now, I don't feel like sleeping although I slept barely 7hours yesterday. Is 7 hours a lot for you? Not for me uh, cos usually when my day is just a boring(yet my favourite) stay-home day, I would pamper myself with at least 12 hours of awesome rest to rejuvenate myself. ^^

LOOK AT THOSE LEGS.
No lah I'm not finding fault, I'm just saying. Its just right lah the size, but when I walk, the fats still very wobbly. LOL.
I'm not perfect~ but I keep trying~ -.-

Anyway recently my eyes get teary easily. Is lack of sleep the cause of it? Or my contact lenses, or is it make-up? It sucks so badly you can NEVER imagine. ):

With teary eyes, lids tend to get damp and my lashes can't stay in place, annoying like hell I swear. Even Shu Uemura lash glue can't help, zz. And I really look horrible without lashes to lift my lids for bigger eyes.

Fuck single eyelids. I hate my eyes.

I sacrifice my sleep in this case too.
So I can doll up yet be on time.

Pathetic right? ):

Even if I ain't on time, I skip lunch to be on par with my friend's timing most of the time if I am ever slightly later. I don't want people to blame my lateness cos of my vanity.
I still STRONGLY believe, its cos I can't wake up on time, my laziness to be blamed.

Done random ranting. Oh finally.

Amazing Angles

2010-12-04T03:42:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiii people(:
Been long since I start a post with a picture of me at start I think! LOL. :D

I don't photoshop my face. Fact.

But if you still choose to think that I do, I've got nothing to say as I dont see a need to explain to you anyway. Reasons for me looking so different in my photos here, you've gotta ask my camera as well as my camwhoring skills I guess.

The angle works magic. :)

Rachel keey saying Liyana looks like a boyfriend when we take photo together LOL.

Short hairrrrrrr~

All taken today at foodcourt while waiting for Shalini and Wunying~

Efficient for once. Hahaha.
So excited to share my pictures cos my eye make up looks naise for today!

And I know there's very little of my friend's faces -.- cos I was hogging onto the camera big time LOL.

2010 is coming to an end

2010-12-01T02:44:00.000+08:00

I mean, seriously? 2010 is really coming to an end. And (hover mouse over to check computer's date), today is actually the first of December already! In the first half of this year I was dreading for an end to this year so badly. The more I dreaded, the slower time actually ticks by.. and just as I was about to feel the joy of 2010, it all went by so fast. -.-

It ain't a real big deal actually, not literally VERY BAD but I'm just saying.. you know. Like a typical teenager/adult/kid would always complain like "HUHHHHH SO FAST?" lolol. I believe you get that at least like ONCE every year.

Random photos to share anyway~

On the 19th of November is Ash's birthday. Since we're catching a movie together on the 20th so I thought why not like just prepare something for him. :D

Something very simple you see.. but I guess he's real happy. :)

And yeah I worked at Sitex just as I was saying on the previous post. In case you don't know, its at expo and expo has this fastfood outlet called Texas Chicken. I never knew it existence before I work for Sitex yah, and while we were having our dinner break there, Serene took out a cookie Wan got for her.

Ginger Bread Man! So sweet! :)

That day FCFC had a mini lunch tgt at Thai Express, here are some of the photos.

We look like couple ._. LOL.

My very very chio Eyeliner.

Its real nice cos the blings in the eyeliner are damn BLING. LOL!
My mom got it for me from Korea, she said its cheap!
And made me even more depressed that she didn't get more of it for me LOL.

Cupcakes I made(:

Liyana's Concert!

Me and Alexia♥

Will upload all to Facebook soon. :)

Sitex IT Fair

2010-11-28T10:25:00.001+08:00

I'm on my way to work while I'm typing this here. Lol. As above mentioned, the location is where I'll be of course! Been there for 3 days straight already and today is the last day I'll be there! :D Hall 4 lenovo booth that's right at the front of the entrance, the redemption counter, come look for me if you haven't! Oh! But 50% chance I won't be there cos they employed too much people, so I might be out there giving flyers or roaming around with the shorter billboard which I adjusted to accommodate to my height. :x

Anyway, its not just only me at the lenovo booth, there were other resellers of course! One of which is juzz1 where haoming, rachel and liyana belongs to! So, coincidentally we're working together! Hahaha. That's not just coincidental enough fyi.

The best part is, the brothers booth is once again beside lenovo's, like the previous fair. There's this obese lady(I thought it might be a more polite term now) that we've met and brought to everyone's attention unintentionally. Cos people working at rachels booth were so bored they started talking about her and I joined! LOL.

Ok, whatever it is, the main point is that, we're "friends" with her just yesterday LOL. *totally in guilt of previous actions* hahaha its actually cos of her label making machine, that's why we bothered to go over. :x

This IT fair although located at the far end of east, there's still a lot people patronising and working heh! :o Find the amount a lot also cos happen to know a lot other people who stayed even further than I am but they're working at sitex too! Hahaha.

Saw a lot of familiar faces too~ like especially a lot people from the Harvey Norman Warehouse Sales that I worked at 3 weeks ago! :o quite a few people spot me out instead of me doing so. Worst is, I actually don't quite remember them when they called for me LOL!! :x mengyong chingee waikuong edwin came... I can't really remember who else uhhhh :o!

I'm lazy now, blog again soon!

P.s. I fell asleep while typing on train. And accidently lean on a guy for bout 1 second. *shy* LOL!!!

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Photo Spam :D

2010-11-23T02:37:00.000+08:00

So bored I resorted to photospam. Hahaha, currently very addicted to We Got Married with Rachel and Liyana! But it just suddenly struck me, the thought that I should not neglect my blog anyway LOL!! So here you go~ :x

It takes a lot courage to post such images that's full of flaws you know. -.- But at least I have a mouth, a pair of eyes(that's way too small) & this nose(that's big I know, my mom have been chanting to me n my sis since young). Hahaha.

Oh, for people that have only met me WITH make-up, its cool can. They usually thought I own double eyelids. Whenever I'm told, I'm always a little more confident for my make-up skills then. For, from there I know that I didn't let Liyana Shell and all who had faith in me down. *waves to them* LOL!

But yah, I have pathetic small asian eyes. -sigh- -.-

I made adjustment to the contrast and sorts. When my face is in contrast, my computer's lousy camera can actually do some trick to photography LOL. Cos its too lousy.

You know what's worst?

I actually adjusted it at the MSN's video settings loh, cos I don't know how to adjust it from my computer. Oh alright.. -slashes self-

The product anyway. :)

----side note : It actually made my skin looks horrid here. I don't have such uneven skin tones right? RIGHT?

:D

Ok byebye, I'm going back to WGM~ (:

FYP Phase One Presentation

2010-11-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

Today, or.. should I call it yesterday? But yeah, been long since I reach home this late having to blame the clubroom indirectly. :x Hahaha! So, FINE!

Yesterday was my Final Year Project's Phase 1 Presentation! It went pretty well judging from the response. Hopefully, they will not mark us exceptionally down for our mistakes anyway. Also, most fortunate of all is... I managed to speak slowly! Or at least I didn't speak like a bullet train and blabber my way through it! ^^

Just a random picture of the lot of failed ones! :x

After presenting, it is like a burden off my shoulder, so happy that I'm done with it!

Next was skates! Hund was with us, all the FCFC witnessed his skills I guess, awesome balancing techniques. LOL. And yeah, there he goes comparing me now and last time. T.T So depressing to know that I can't balance that well now anymore. I will try to master my TEABREAK LOL! And weavings idk what's the name. Shall go and ask coach Mengyong next time HAHAHA.

I love to pull Liyana along and sprint, but today was epic. She couldn't make a turn in time! She didn't fall down though, instead, she banged into a tree that appeared in her direction and was hugging it tight to stop herself. HAHAHA. It was so funny that everyone, even Liyana herself couldn't stop laughing about it!

Shalini, Rachel and Liyana was enjoying the thrills up a kicker? The ramp for skating stunts I think. All we do was go up, and roll down back hahaha cute and thrilling! The T16 McDonald's slope also turn out to be one of their obstacles then, keep going up and down it! LOL! FUN! (:

Went to skate in the basketball court after Shalini went home! Then while I was at there, I was unintentionally dragged in the Skates General Meeting. Totally reminded me of my time in committee, when I was still so timid not believing what I planned will work like how it is. Apparently of course it didnt anyway -.- but the turnout weren't that bad to bring me down heh! (:

So, did I manage to sum up everything that happened? :x

Superstition

2010-11-17T03:13:00.002+08:00

I am feeling so bored cos I'm done with my part for report as of now. And still feeling stressed out so I went to google random stuff. Started off by googling "chinese superstition". I am pretty much kiasi(scared of death, direct translate) compared to some girls of my age I think. They not so outdated like me I guess LOL. Cos of this, I know most of them actually but just curious on what they actually REALLY have for us so I went to read up.

And because what I googled can actually happen to me for I am a Chinese(kiasi side totally revealed LOL) thus I got goosebump even before I finish a quarter of the content. But seriously, I think maybe I only read like 10% -.-

Nonetheless, I shall share part of what I read, which is only a tiny part of the whole text.

When having a baby
*If you're pregnant, use of glue will cause a difficult birth.
*If you strike an animal during pregnancy, the newborn child will look like that animal and behave like one.
*You should never praise a newborn baby because it will invite evil spirits and ghosts.

I'm quite freaked out by it, especially when it concerns spirits and ghosts wtf LOL.

So I stopped reading from then on, want to calm myself and googled for Malay's one. LOL see how boliao I am, yah. -.-

Superstitions Concerning Men
* Men should not complain about the heat or their fiance would leave them. This probably arose to ensure Malay men grew with character and be hardy.
* If the girl the man wishes to marry is bathing when he arrives at her house, it indicates that the girl is patient and kind-hearted. If the girl is grinding flour, she will pass away shortly after her marriage. If the girl is hanging clothes,she is hardworking.

Superstitions Concerning Women
* If a lady sings while cooking, she will be destined to marry an old man
* If a lady eats the neck of a chicken, she will marry an old man or have a stiff neck during her wedding
* If the lady eats the head of a chicken, she will be sleepy during her wedding
* Ladies should not wake up late or it'll be difficult to get a marriage partner
* Ladies cannot change places during meals or she would remarry many times in her life

* Ladies should not use a mirror that is cracked or her face would become pale during her wedding ceremony.

Cool, at least I'm not so freaked out, I AM A CHINESE. LOL.

Then of course, googled Chinese, googled Malay, next up sure Indian.

And sad to say..

I REALLY HAVE A HARD TIME. HAHA.

BUT I FOUND SOMETHING QUITE FUNNY.

Cos it irritates people who see you doing it, Epic sia LOL.

The polaroid we had, suddenly posting it now cos I just talked to Phelia after she saw the facebookb pic of Wunying's polaroid!

And, SHELL~ :D

On Monday went to lunch at Vivo gotta withdraw cash so went to POSB first. Leading them, on the elevated side of escalator I acted like a tour guide(as usual) & proudly introducing POSB as People Of Singapore Bank.

The believed me HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ok sorry my words so convincing.. :x

Anyway, hi FCFC.

POSB is POST OFFICE SAVINGS BANK.

P.s. bo peep bo peep bo peep bo peep bo peep bo peep bo peep AW~ :D omg.

The girl with no umbrella

2010-11-16T00:20:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Rachel Ng Yu Ting!

I hope you enjoy your important day happily(doing fyp with us tml). Wish you'll grow taller and fatter like how you always do so you'll stop complaining about being too skinny! -rolleyes- also, don't forget to last long with that asshole khaw hao ming LOL :x

Jiayou for fyp tml alrightie. I love you!

Good nights all. I'm so tired. Lol.

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Does it works?

2010-11-15T04:24:00.001+08:00

I'm trying this out the first time!! I have no idea if it gonna work though! If you manage to see this then of cos it worked. Duh -.- lol.

As you can see as well, I'm way too bored! Currently suffering from insomnia cos I'm very used to sleeping late at such unearthly hours since last last week and each week just have to get worse. The clock tells me its 430 now omg! ):

Ok! I'm sending already!!! LOL! -Excited-
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STRESSED

2010-11-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

Why I look so guai lan LOL.

You know why you know why you know why?

Cos I am broke & this is the O$P$(Typical loanshark's way of saying "owe money pay money") face HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ok cut the crap man.

My cutiepieeee. ^^
Anyway.. Why does pie comes with cutie hur? :O LOL.

Exhausted

2010-11-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

I passed my BTT(Basic Theory Test) today. Nothing much to brag about but I'm happy because this means I don't have to waste another $6 to take it! I studied super hard for it, like seriously. Studied till very late last night and in Ethical Hacking class I was dozing off already. :(

So far school have been good except that I really don't like my BRCOM lecturer. So hostile. :( If only all lecturers are nice like Lin Zhao. Last time when I was in my year 1 & she taught me Java, she always make sure I know what she's teaching and I'm on the right track although I'm a tad bit noisy. Yah, she told me. LOL.

Worked at Harvey Norman Warehouse sales from Friday to Sunday! People around me were pretty awesome I must say, hung out with Jessie, Liang Lin, Cheng De(?) & Li Kai. Ok alien names not only to you, me as well. LOL.

Hope to see them again in IT fair. :)

Opposite my Canon ink cartridge booth was the King Koil beds LOL. Not literally emphasising on the fact they selling the beds but yah, they have a lot of it.

And there's this cute little baby girl crawling back and forth, the mom at one end and the grandpa on the other!

Been eyeing on her for the longest time and suddenly the mom came over to browse printers and sorts. So me and Jessie offered to carry her cos she's TOO irresistable haha!

Initially she kinda didn't know who to pick, but then persistent me keep trying and finally she leaned a little against my directly and TADAH!

10 months old cutesy! Sherilyn! :)

She's in some COW suit, that explains those black prints LOL!

Then I guess 10 months old kids starts to grow some teeth already luh, gum tends to itch so she's chewing on her index finger while I'm carrying her.

The mom then stopped her telling her its ugly and dirty, and of cos how a 10 month old understands.

Mom got distracted by some sales on going at the far end. So this baby slowly put more and more fingers in her mouth to chew. And to her mom's horror when she turned back to check her baby...

ALMOST THE WHOLE HAND IS IN HER MOUTH ALRD. LOL.
Except the thumb yah!

Cute!!! So cute~

And I'm feeling so tired lately! To the extend I'm falling asleep on bus almost EVERYTIME even when I tried my best not to. Cos everytime I fall asleep, I'm deep asleep!! Quite a lot of times I ALMOST miss my bus stop. Horrendous! ): Hmmm, but I'm not exactly feeling sad or very sick and tired of exhausting my life, instead I feel rather fruitful for what I've been doing. Good thing. :)

Nothing much to blog alrd I guess? Except the photos from Shalini's birthday I've yet to upload to my computer! Hahaha, soon yeah soon! :D

WHEN I AM BORED

2010-10-31T02:13:00.001+08:00

Hi this is meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............................................................................................... I am Tan Hui Xuan. Nice to meet you... not. :D

Sorry I sit until very unglam. But actually I don't have to apologize for being me. LOL. Anyway, don't you find this filter very ghostly, or is it the person in the picture that's causing the problem? -.- lol.

I don't know lah, but its just ghostly in my opinion. Totally suits this Halloween loh!

I'm sad, this year halloween nothing on.. booo!

Ona really random note, my face like damn hugeass.. LOL. Its conquering your screen already, my babyfats. LOL.

And I carry on my nonsense...

That brand, I want the shirt. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
But seriously, I'm serious, I really want it very badly! -.-

^^ KOI. I will stop drinking bubble tea already. Gotta stop, else diet sure fail badly. Its already failing lah in fact. Pointless, pointless, pointless. -.-

Oh! This photo was taken on the second day of school I think. Namely, WEDNESDAY. Lol.

There was one time, this event was held in school, One World Day!

I asked them to print my photo out although I didnt wear a costume. My smile was not enough I know, but the lightings is awesome right? Although there's a lil wee bit of shadow, but I chose this cos the other photo with totally no shadow was crap.

Photo credit to the person, I have totally no idea what was his name, and Del was doing the lightings hahaha. I really don't know his name.. oh god!

You all don't think I really slack in school just because I got time to camwhore with webcam ok! I had already finished my compiling and formatting my FYP Meeting Minutes. I'm hardworking k. -consoles self-

Me, with me. :D

I REALLY NEVER SLACK. Ok I'm going to do a bit of FYP then sleep already.

Now its like 2am. LOL. Byebye!

Happy Halloweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen. ):

Awesome day everyday

2010-10-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

I think my nose in previous post very sore leh -.- cos I was sick lah. Apparently I got a very bad throat filled with gooey phlegm since Tuesday, last week. On Wednesday it was not only gooey, they were sort of green in color as well. Then in the night, a fever came along. Awesome! -.- So I went to visit my sister on Wednesday & Thursday with fever. Heng the security at the hospital never screen the visitors, else I sure tio ban. LOL. :x

Anyway, my timetable made me feel as though everyday is a MONDAY! I must say, IT IS NOT A BAD THING. The funniest part was this conversation I had with Shalini this morning when I reached the class. It was something like this.

Me: Today is Friday you know not. Damn fast lah.
Shalini: What? It felt like a Monday.
Me: Yeah same, everyday feels like a Monday to me and like 4 mondays passed by already. -.-

Cos apparently, my timetable is VERY FLEXIBLE. My FYP(Final Year Project) hours can be strike off anytime as long my leader agrees and of course we have to be responsible enough to finish our task by deadline. Lol. My Tuesday and Thursday both only have FYP, so we just skip this 2 days as and when we can. No, we don't slack, sadly, Menon and I yesterday was still discussing about our own parts at home last night. SEE? We are still as hardworking though we're working our ass off at home!

But anyway, the priviledge to not attend school is AWESOME. I only attend school on Monday, Wednesday and Friday!!! LOL. So, its like weekend every other day which make everyday feels like a Monday OR Friday if you want it in a nicer term! ^^

K, randomly picked photos to put here now. :)

They so sweet! ^^

Fooon~

Bird :x LOL

SED!!!

GOT RAINBOW LOH LOL.

Also very sweet LOL.

AJISEN!

Bump into Hermi! I miss him x 1000000!! :D

I'm tired of copy pasting already. -.- Goodbye~

I LOVE School

2010-10-21T01:27:00.000+08:00

Title not related to content. :)

I love how big and round my eyes will be when I put on my eyeliner perfectly and when my contact lenses stop stinging my eyes. :) MAD LOVE.

But sadly, its tiring to open this big you know. -.-

& last pic with my messy just un-bunned hair, I dont have my contact lenses on. ): Too dry! ):

Holidays are ending

2010-10-15T05:10:00.000+08:00

I have a lot of things to do before it ends leh! I so want to go meet my beloved cousin to stay in JB before school starts but plan failed horribly cos we don't know each other's schedule well enough, hard to plan. Fuck it.

But I have slacked enough, I mean rest enough. LOL.

There's one day whereby I woke up in pyjamas, washed up at 3pm and lunch. Watch my all time favourite Tom & Jerry till I doze off on the couch. Then woke up for dinner, and continue with TV. Got tired from all I did (which is just lazing around at home), back to sleep IN MY PYJAMAS. I didn't give a damn about hygiene, I just skipped bathing the whole day.

Totally proud of it.

How many of you dare to do this seriously? LOL.

I keep saying I wanted to watch drama but keep procrastinating, I hate myself for that. I can end up reading blogs for HOURS leaving my drama to stream more than I need.

So far I only finished watching Personal Preference. Lee Min Ho FTW yah whatever lol. And I'm watching Calling for Love, Mike He FTW also k. And what? Idk lah. Now I'm watching My GF is a Gumiho(nine-tailed fox), fucking cute, I find the guy that's trying to catch the fox damn hot. -insersts his name- FTW. lol k me and my nonsense, its 5am now so BEAR WITH ME. THANK YOU! :D

I have no time to continue some unfinished one, I don't even remember which were those now. -.-

Anyway, I kept MIA(Missing In Action)-ing without notice. I think its frigging annoying for people who need me so much like Kim & Liyana and whoever-you-name-it.

Its amazing(I am amazed too) like how can I survive with a dead phone, not online, not updating twitter and everything and anything to prove my existence on Earth, I just stick my ass to sofa and stare at my TV, so chio. LOL. I'm plain lazy, I know right. -proud again-

LOL WTF.

In a foul mood today, I was woken up by a phone call around late afternoon. I treat myself to cab(I hate to cab around very much fyi) in my new dress to collect my camera to cheer myself up. I am hard to pacify I know LOL. I'm so happy they gave me a pink color one, un-fml from then on!

Meet with Shell and Liyana, they 2 just have to make my day brighter like a 2pm in 7pm LOL. Walk around, then to Newton Circus with Shell to waste like 3/4 plate of hokkien mee and black carrot cake EACH. We just love to act like we have big appetite can't we? The uncle totally joked a lot sia, but the uncle is nice lah, feels like my dad in some way EVEN RACHEL SAID SO. Hahaha cute! Mad love stingray! I lazzzy think of things to write!!!!!!!!!!! BYE.

I'm going to club tomorrow. Hope its fun and enjoyable for me. ):
Don't really look forward BUT I will go lah, shell is with me, happier. :)
AND! I WANT TO GO TANNING AGAIN. Please be successfully. :D
LIYANA PLEASE JOIN TOO! Save phone bill you know lololol~

CamQueen of the Year

2010-10-10T01:46:00.001+08:00

I just participated it for fun yesterday, of course I wouldn't win and I didn't bother to ask people for help knowing I wouldn't stand a chance! LOL. (Its like a lot of my favourite bloggersxz participated, I myself voted for them leh! HAHA.) Unlike my TakeandTag contest held by Samsung, which I won in the end, if you bothered to check the leaderboard den you will know I actually won a camera worth of $549!

Thanks to plenty of those who helped, too many to name seriously. These 93 voters I got, THANK YOU ALL. Deep from my heart. :D Millions of XOXOs~

Anyway, back to topic, for the CQY contest uh, I posted my old blog post's photos.

Den I don't know why the anonymous so free, nothing better to do go report all of the comments before him! What the fuck right? -.-

I saw from Tammy Tay's ohsofickle blog, she experienced the fucking same thing. -.-

What's wrong with people nowadays.

And I got a comment from an anonymous named "HELLO ! THIS IS NOT A PHOTOSHOPPED CONTEST _|_" The name says it all, puny minds. LOL.

I wouldn't mind posting a photoshopped photo if I have one, for your information. But the thing is, if I want to post, what for I post one with only the eyes editted? I might as well do it all the way, edit my nose to some supermodel's sharp nose, edit my cute round face full of baby fats to the one like bongqiuqiu hur. Stupid ass. -.-

Can you just go and watch those youtube videos of Taiwanese with mega small eyes like mine, teaching you how to make use of cosmetics and lenses to make them like those hugeass dolly eyes.

I'm done blogging, just don't feel like sleeping now, BUT ITS NOW that I need to go to sleep the most cos I got work tomorrow at 8am. LOL.

Anyway for those who wanna vote, go ahead uh.

Its HERE.

THANK YOU FOR YOUR EFFORT, I love you. :D

Goodnights all. xoxo!

One after another

2010-10-07T00:57:00.003+08:00

I'm getting more and more random day after day. And my appetite is increasing too, thats a bad sign definitely. You can ask Liyana how she got shocked and even wanted to stop me from munching away Rachel's dinner just now HAHAHAHAHA! Oh my god.

I randomly went for a bbq organised by Evadne's family cos Jasmine asked me along with her!

Know this two girls Helen and Tricia! Laughed a lot that day over things I can hardly recall now. LOL.

THE CHICKEN SATAY IS MAD AWESOME.
I swear I had never tasted such an awesome chicken satay before. Besides the fact that maybe is the skill of bbqing? But the satay is real awesome omg! Sweet to the maximumz I RIKE! :x

I heard its from her mom's customer, someone who owns a company that sell satay? Idk, but the chicken satay is damn gooooood. -salivates-

Ok I should stop talking about the satay...

Idk why, everyone keep commenting about how round my face is. Sad MAX. LOL!!!

I should start skipping meals and START slimming down yo!

JIAYOU TO ME! :D

p.s. I went to get a uv tattoo today. :O

Made with LOVE

You are the apple of my eyes

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I just wanna make you sweat

I'm sexy and I know it

And I'm tired of being last to know

不是我不明白 這樣並不算太壞

This time I'm not leaving without you

谁没有为爱做过傻事

會呼吸的痛

We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable. Instead I'm just invisible

永遠只有流過眼淚的人才能擁有

They say that true love hurts. Well, this could almost kill me.

給我一個理由忘記 那麼愛我的你

Like we never had a chance

So why can't you just stay long enough to explain?

The scars of your love they leave me breathless

I'm drowning in this starry serenade where ecstasy becomes cavalier

You're everything I'm not in my life

I just wanna feel something I don't understand

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

Now we said things, did things that we didn't mean.

没有负担原来也是种负担

Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Its funny how you used that time to have me replaced

I'd give it all up but I'm taking back my love

毕业咯

太美的回忆像副手铐 越是挣脱越缠绕

Every cloud has a silver lining

I know it's time to leave but you'll be in my dreams tonight

It's not a question of love, cause our love has never changed.

Mi amore vole fe yah

I'm content with loneliness

你最近还好吗, 是不是也在思念裏挣扎?

How can I move on when I've been in love with you

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how

This is me praying that this was the very first page. Not where the story line ends.

This broken heart can still survive with a touch of your grace

Shadows fill an empty heart as love is fading

就让我等 就算我冷 至少我陪着你

我们的爱是唱一半的歌

Facebook

I can't be like this forever.

Miracles do happen

当守护变信念 连泪水都很甜

You can make it feel so real

I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

Nothing that's worthwhile is ever easy

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

There's a world out there that we should see

Let's waiver together

Shortcomings

Katy Perry - Mannequin

If the past is the problem our future could solve them, baby.

Be well and safe

It's not existent but we just keep believing

我不是一定要你回來 只是當又把回憶翻開

Happy kid

Because people change, and hearts move on.

You give me premature ventricular contractions. ♥

Single Eyelid(s)

Your flaw?

Motivation

Consistency

I never told you

Not typical

End of Poly Life

Moody

Friday please hurry be here

什么?发生什么事?

Something to look back at

Tumblr

Fact, I constantly feels insecure. ☹

I love you just the way you are

Late nights

RANTING

Bored

Likka tired only

Like a CHEESECAKE

2010: Tough

不是我不明白這樣並不算太壞

給我一個理由忘記那麼愛我的你

太美的回忆像副手铐越是挣脱越缠绕

就让我等就算我冷至少我陪着你

当守护变信念连泪水都很甜

我不是一定要你回來　只是當又把回憶翻開